[Butterfly_Faerie]

I saw the post you girls did, wondering where I was etc.

Sorry I haven't been posting much, sometimes there are times when I do not feel that I can contribute. SO I don't post at times, because I don't want to accidently post something negative to someone. I never do it on purpose, but sometimes people take stuff the wrong way. I have not had this problem here, nothing but postive replys etc. I have had trouble in another board, maybe that is why i'm careful, or more consious.

Ok so here is my update.

I have been doing well, been spending alot of time at my bf's house, that is part of the reasoning why I haven't been here lately, spending time with him since he was on Holidays. My mood was good for awhile, but went downhill with my seasonal affective disorder, stupid cloudy rainly weather sometimes it affects me.

Anxiety has been good, had a bit today, just little symptoms but I think it was because I was coming home today after being at the bf's house for a week. My mood always drops for some reason when I come home. It sucks really, just happier there I guess.

I had my 24th birthday at the begining of the month, and it went well, still doesn't feel that I got older, but maybe that is a good thing.

My PTSD for the moment is in remission, i've posted about that in other posts so not really going to go into that. But I feel great, other then a bit of moodiness i've been good. Flashbacks , well I haven't had one in awhile, even though I think I was triggered by a body memory the other day with the way my bf was in my way or not letting me move past, but I brushed it aside because I refused to be plauged with this anymore.

I hope everyone is doing well, I guess that is all I have to say, Take care guys, Love you all.


<font color=red>~Sundance~</font color=red>

<font color=blue>"Never react emotionally to criticism. Analyze yourself to determine whether it is justified. If it is, correct yourself. Otherwise, go on about your business."</font color=blue>

<font color=black>Norman Vincent Peale</font color=black>

[SunshineGold03]

Great to hear from you sundance and to hear things are going well.

[SeptemberMorn]

<font color=blue>"Our doubts are traitors and make us lose the good we oft might win by fearing to attempt" --Shakespeare</font color=blue>

[LadyDragus]

Happy Brithday late..
and I am glad to hear you are doing well..

I quess we should all say "no news is good news" but we all worry when we do not hear from ourloved ones

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take time to heal thyself before trying to help others, or you will never get better

Wow! I didn't know you were dealing with some issues. If anything, I was impresses by your positive attitude in your posting.
I don't know if it means anything to you but, your postings have helped me a lot. Yours and others as well.
To me, you are a positive person, in the struggle to make your life as good as possible, like most of us....keep up the good work!

gab

[Butterfly_Faerie]

Aww thank you gab, that was sweetie..

Yeah i've been through alot. But I also have become very knowledgable when it comes to ptsd, anxiety, and depression. SO all I Can do is share my expierences and share with people what has helped me. I don't like posting negative things, unless It's be just having a terrible day.

I don't like giving someone a negative attitude, knowing that it just makes matters worse and doesn't solve the issue at hand.

Thank you for the compliment, it means alot to know that I am helping someone. I'll try and be around more often then I am.

<font color=red>~Sundance~</font color=red>

<font color=blue>"Never react emotionally to criticism. Analyze yourself to determine whether it is justified. If it is, correct yourself. Otherwise, go on about your business."</font color=blue>

<font color=black>Norman Vincent Peale</font color=black>

[angel04]

happy belated birthday and I'm glad you have a bf that you are comfortable with. It's a blessing not to be alone, believe me.
Thanks for the update and I hope the "un"good things improve soon too.

"hold me now, I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking......maybe six feet ain't so far down"