[skittles]

im scared:

im scared of whats gonna happen next

im scared that my b/f will lose his job...

im scared i will never live up to my full potential

im scared to hold nicholas again i dont want to see that evil face again

im scared of not really being spirtiual

im scared to go get my last pay check

im scared they will hate me... paticularlly my b/fs mom

im just scared

[MyBestKids2]

)))))))))))Skittles((((((((((((

sending safe caring gentle hugs. Dont be scared, my friend, we are all here for you.


Dee

[biiv]

ellen degeneres said once in her original sitcom "im scared of being afraid". it reminds me that sometimes fear is the worse part and what actually comes after isnt a patch on the fear beforehand.
you have support here skittles if things to go badly but somehow i think from reading your posts here that you re enough of a survivor to get through whatever life throws at you.
i do know scared though. it sucks. can you find some way to focus on what security you have at the moment and what you have for the future? or some way to lessen the anxiety in general, maybe by doing something nurturing for yourself?
good luck and take care of yourself
biiv

[skittles]

at this point i dont know what to do...... but ty

Skittles we both have questions we are looking for answers for. Actually since my last appointment with my T, I've been collecting questions and writing her a note. I'm here skittles, I'm your friend and I care so much. I think about you more then you know. I pray you'll see the light. I pray for you b/f. And I pray that every question you seek is answered in the mmost positive way. I care my dear sister, I do, your so much to me. Thank you for being here. I'm here for you.

Dustin

moonkin, i'm here. PM me if you need to. we'll talk. xoxox pat

[splitimage]

Being scared is awful - try taking some slow deep breaths and know that no matter how scary it is, somehow you'll get through it.

--splitimage

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squeezing both your hands - thinking of you both

love always, jinny xoxoxoxoxo

[biiv]

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[tranquility]

{{{{{Skittles}}}}}

Take a deep breath sweetie. Glad you posted, sounds like you have alot going on. Try not to think of everything all at once because that is overwhelming and won't help.

We are all here for you
Tranq

[skittles]

thanks everyone....

one good thing that came of today is that i spoke with my b/fs mom and shes not mad at me.. she even told me the lady that works at the same place i just quit works at a cleaning place also and they r hiring so if i wanted to try and work there that i could use her name.... so i might give that a try.. not sure yet....

[eskielover]

The unknown is always scary...& our futures are always the unknown when we really think about it. Some of us can anticipate the unknown with all the things that can go wrong.....that is when it is really scary......when we anticipate the unknown with all the good things that can happen, then we can look forward to the future, knowing that everything is going to turn out for the right. It may not be exactly what we were wanting, but usually what happens is for the best....because if some things don't happen, then other really good things can't happen either.

When we stagnate in our ruts & are comfortable with the way things are....then we don't open up for wonderful things to happen either.

Everything will be ok....& before you know it, all the things you are scared of will be in the past & you won't be scared of them anymore,
Debbie

[skittles]

yeah now that i wrote that stuff i feel silly.. sorry everyone...

dont feel silly i think its good that you could share and get a little releif.

[biiv]

no need to feel silly at all skittles. everyone feels like that at some point and some of us feel like that at most points. posting here is great for those moments and you used it well.
do take care
biiv