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Maybe this is midlife crisis I don't know.
I'm married, settled life, nothing fancy but comfortable, our son is grown now. I work and volunteer, my job is routine, heavy physically (I am fit), but a regular wage. Volunteering is nice (can sometimes be sad because of declining health of people I volunteer with). I love my husband, things haven't always been easy but he's a good guy. He's older than me and I have always been aware my old age will be alone because of this. Happiest days of both our lives were when son was little and we had such fun times, now he is grown that is over. Sometimes life feels so joyless like the best bits are over and nothing to look forward to. I don't think this is depression (was treated earlier this year), rather more a rational awareness. How do I reconcile myself to the fact the best bits are over? My overwhelming mode is flat and tired. |
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"Happiness in intelligent people is the rarest thing I know." -Hemingway.
I doubt you won't feel happiness again, and I believe you can have a new adventure in your new life. Until then __________________ "Give him his freedom and he'll remember his humanity." |
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I'm sure you'll feel happy again at some point..
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So sorry you're feeling this way right now. Have you considered seeing a therapist?
Many people people take this time to learn something new and fun, or even rediscover an old passion they never gave enough time to. You will need to put your creative energy into all good times that lay ahead. They are there! Your next "best times" await you! Maybe you can take some classes in photography, art, gardening, something you're interested in or were always curious about? Big hugs. -Lele |
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I feel the same but I know I will have fleeting moments of happiness along the way however for the most part my happiest times are behind me.
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When I asked my mom what to do after my kid heads out to the world, she said to find a new hobby or something to get good at.
so my plan is to get a second BA in either Psychology or History; History was what I wanted to double as when I was young, but time didn't permit. But over the past few years I've become more an more interested in Psychology as I've poked my own problems and wondered why I didn't do something about them much earlier. As an older student with a place to live and job; you don't need to maintain 15 hours, or be unsupported and take loans; just take what courses the budget will allow and learn as you age. That's my plan... I think. Then again, I could just play video games till I'm senile. |
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Most of my extended family (and my husband's) have died. No more big family holidays or anything like that. I've lost so may pets, over the years. I can't see much to come except loss and more loss. I tried to go to therapy, but the therapist just didn't 'get it' - plus she was younger than I am. Anyway, yeah - I well understand how you feel. I suppose it's some kind of midlife crisis. I wish I had some magic, hopeful words for you. All I can say is, you're definitely not alone. |
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prefabsprout and LauraBeth. You two are in my prayers today. I can't fully appreciate what you are going through, but I pray that you find meaning in your new phase of living.
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Thanks so much everyone for your kind and thoughtful replies. I am struggling to articulate my thoughts right now but there is certainly a lot for me to consider here.
Actually CloserToTheMid our son is 18, so similar age to yours, I consider him just about grown now although he is not yet out the nest. We are lucky in that we both enjoy his company and he seems to enjoy ours, but we both miss his young days. You raise an interesting point and yes I think a lot of my hope and motivation came from parenting although it was hard work at times. He's the apple of both our eyes. Of course at the same time I'm also older with all that entails and LauraBeth I understand what you write about loss - there is so much loss with ageing. I lost a dear friend last year and this year several dearly cared for people who I volunteer with. I accepted those deaths but the sadness is left behind. Volunteering with the ill and elderly this is to be expected but we lost 3 in one month which was hard. The suggestions to follow my passion is a good one but I just don't seem to be interested in anything these days. What puzzles me is that I have a day off and social arrangement with 3 good friends tomorrow which normally would make me happy but I just feel flat. I'll put on a smile and act the part but there's no joy. I left a party early on Saturday, partly because I had early start at work next day but also I just wasn't enjoying it. I'm not sure if I'm not depressed after all, if I read what I wrote up above I would say so. |
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In a strange way, I suppose we are extremely fortunate, or blessed. My daughter and son, and son-in-law, are people my husband and I adore, too. They are just amazing people...daughter and son were terrific kids...which is a big part of why I miss their childhoods so very much, and miss seeing them every day or nearly every day now. It sounds like your son is also a wonderful person. Maybe if we had kids we didn't like and love so much we'd feel less sad |
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I'm about in the same boat. I'm struggling to figure out what to do with the rest of my life, with all the limitations that I have. Though my daughter lives with us still (and probably will for a while since she's going through college), it's not the same than when she was little. Friends and acquaintances are starting to die off. It's hard. But I persevere, just keep going for now.
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Empty nest...I sure was not prepared for it. Obviously there are at least three of us who are in a similar boat
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Mine's not quite empty but close. Daughter and boyfriend seem to be a permanent pair now, promise rings and all. They're a good fit, both good students too, future little engineers I think; but they're almost never home, and all they do here now is mostly sleep! Even when they're both here no less.
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Ive been feeling this way for about 3 years.
Left my career on bad terms...my children and I are on bad terms. There is like ONE person in my life that makes me happy and that is my neice. I'm 53 and I totally feel like the best part of life is over...So sad. |
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Just to update, I went out to lunch today with my 3 friends as planned, I wasn't really that bothered about going even is hadn't seen them for a while. It turned out to be a really fun afternoon and at a couple of points we laughed so hard it hurt - I can't remember the last time I had a really good laugh like that.
It did me the world of good and I'm glad I went. |
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One thing that was very helpful was a holiday over the summer. It was very simple really. In my case it was missing outdoor activities for 4 years that caused the majority of grief. My boyfriend took me on a two week camping trip. It was exactly what I needed to recharge as basic as it was. Having time away from what I considered to be a boring life seemed to be the answer.
Perhaps you might find a way to give yourself your own break. |
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