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Hiya. I've lately been wanting to socially isolate myself a lot. I think it's cause I pretty much suck socially and it's frustrating. My personality can be pretty "upbeat" and weird, so those I do meet end up leaving me a lot. I keep trying to look at what others do to make/keep friends but it's hard to change 😖
Um also I still get these thoughts where I wanna hurt myself in some way? I don't even mean physically just like. I WANT to be sad or want to be hurt, I dunno. F.e: for a long period of time, I wanted to starve myself. Or I wanted to be depressed and tired, and weak. I dunno, life feels "indifferent" to me at this point if that makes sense. Kinda just drifting along with no aim |
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I used to be able to go and enjoy myself without knowing what 2moro held. But now I am living on borrowed time, I have bills to pay, I am in arrears, I have no car, I can drive, I don't have a steady income or career and I am 30. I want a real job, I am no imbecilce, just lady luck has been a **** c&*t
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