[sinking]

Possible trigger:

I feel like killing someone

Just for the feeling of relief of having released all the feeling i have inside.

Ive talked with this with my T but im not sure its enough. They're only fantasies but im scared one day i could go mad and do it. I have so much inside of me waiting to blurt out and explode.

Originally Posted by sinking

[Trigger]I feel like killing someone[\trigger]

Just for the feeling of relief of having released all the feeling i have inside.

Ive talked with this with my T but im not sure its enough. They're only fantasies but im scared one day i could go mad and do it. I have so much inside of me waiting to blurt out and explode.

I understand and used to relate..

Let it pass. Don't do anything stupid or you will end up in prison.

[cryingontheinside]

Sometimes thoughts pop into my head telling me to kill people . I don't want to kill anyone and I have no idea why these thoughts pop into my head , it's like they are not my thoughts because it's not what I feel or what I want. I could never or would never harm anyone but I'm slightly featured that these random thoughts pop into my head. I have never told anyone this before because I'm scared people will think I'm dangerous which I am not at all . It's quite upsetting to me that I even get those thoughts , it's usually when I'm at my most depressed . Haven't had those thoughts recently .

[MickeyCheeky]

[sinking]

Thanks, im just afraid one day these thoughts will pour out of my brain and I'll take action. Scary...

[healingme4me]

Found this link, hope it helps.

https://psychcentral.com/lib/control...-controls-you/