"it's the system, You can't take on the system"

wisewoman · Nov 23, 2007 at 08:38 AM

This I heard from a therapist, not mine, just one, re: the doshonesty and mirror turning in this case. So now the truth comes out, no money to pay the lawyer, no money to buy food, glad we were both so sick and sent our daughter away. No food and no one who could eat anyway. Second trip to E.R. in two days, least this one I wasn't screaming from pain, just esphogitis, Pneumonia, poops and a bum ache.

There is no way to fight a system. Not without a darned good lawyer and money. One small girl and one beat up woman used to get the child free from parental rights. They never had any thought of adopting her to me and now they lie as they wish and it's just me being crazy. Oh yeah, afew more observations they didn't have time to make. This is how we protect our children.

(JD) · Nov 23, 2007 at 11:03 AM

(((ww))) The irony is they do feel this is the way to protect that child.

I think it's difficult to find words to say to you at this time, something that will help you. I'm not sure you're at a point to be able to hear yet, I know how much you are hurting.

But you really need to do good self care right now. Fight for your own health, right now. Having a reaction where you don't even take care of yourself when terribly (and I mean terribly) stressed doesn't fair well for anyone.

There is a way to be angry and utilize that anger for good, but instead it appears you are turning on yourself, and that is not good. Control the rage, don't let it control you.

Breathe. Eat. Sleep. And then begin thinking about changes to make in your life to remedy this situation.

"it's the system, You can't take on the system"

"it's the system, You can't take on the system"

wisewoman · Nov 23, 2007 at 03:30 PM

No Sky, this is not how we protect our children. And as to me making myself sick. First came the sinus infection and the reaction to the antibiotics and then came the rest. Been a great time. I am not making myself ill. I am sleeping and taking immodium around the clock with anti-hydration stuff to boot. I am TRYING to be healthy. It just doesn't matter what the system is, systems are tough nuggies.

selfy · Nov 23, 2007 at 03:36 PM

fricking system.
((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((hope u get well soon)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
self

wisewoman · Nov 24, 2007 at 01:04 AM

But you got me thinking Sky about my friend Marietta being blamed for her cancer not improving due to her emotional health and then she died. She was so angry about that statement that she went against everyone at hospice and the established norm and had a blood transfusion or two for gasp, a few extra days and quality with her family. That was productive anger.

I hear that you think I am taking it all in and turning it against myself. No I respectfully disagree. I do feel stronlgly that unless you or I or anyone else is willing and able to fly the politic route we might well get used to flying the get shat on route. We do nopt have the power to make changes. We are stuck with curruption and personal attacks. I don't have the guts so I admit it's off to the land I go to do my work close to it.

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