<font color="purple">Yes, well, I supose in order to compliment my dream that I had a few days earlier when I went back to my old school (middle school) I had a dream last night where... Well, my ability to recal dreams very vividly is starting to go down a little bit, so about three hours later, I can only recall one scene. Or...at least parts of it.

I on't exactly know who, or where I was, or why, but somebody told me that I was sexualy abused as a child (to be more specific, when I was 6), and that I didn't remember it because the memory had been supressed. o.o; and the abuser was now my art teacher. Yeah...in this dream, they aparently replaced my art teacher with this creepy man, whose features to me look strikingly like some sort of rodent, with grizzly looking dark hair and eyes. He wasn't THAT bad, exceopt I don't think he ever talked, and when he walked arond and atched us draw/pain, he would get WAY too close (like...breathing on you close) and was kind of...touchy. Like, he puts his hands on you alot. Yeah, creepy guy. Yes, and later in the dream, it said that when I was 6, I was not molested by him once, but TWICE. Aparently it happened when Iwas around my babysitter's house. (which wouldn't suprise me, considering she was a scumbag and her daughters were abusive) I wasn't scared or anything by this information, just shocked and quite doubtful.

Yeah, when I woke up I pretty much had to spend the next 15 minutes trying to convice myself that the dream WASN'T real. Because everything was just too surreal and dream looking to be a memory recall.

but yes.
My freakist dream ever.
Or at least,
Freakiest real life based could-be-lucid dream ever.</font>

[selfy]

i have no idea on this one. sounds like it needs some consideration.
do u have anyone u can talk this over with?
feel free to chat with me on this subject, my ears are open
self

<font color="purple">I don't think that it was really some sort of memory repression, but just a dream. The question being, WHY dream something like that? What exactly is my brain trying to tell me?

It's kinda funny though, I remember in my dream I was telling whoever was telling me these things NOT to show the memories because I knew I wasn't ready for them. </font>

[blah__x]

ive had some freaky dreams similar to yours except they were a little more..detailed. i too think it was just a dream.

why? no idea. maybe youre brains trying to tell you you're thinking too much and to have a chill out session.



tc,