[mizzy]

I have wanted to preach about the lord Jesus for so long but i was hindered by my mental and physical history.
i was afraid of what people thought of me and my conditions, and i didnt trust myself because i had so many unwanted and invasive thoughts that were totally against who i was. i fought for a long time on my own, struggling to know what or who i really was. like if i hugged someone too long i had thoughts of being stabbed in the back (O.C.D.) Or if i got too anxious or excited i would curse or have tics uncontrollably (Tourettes). I wasted years on worrying eventhough the answers were in front of me. The conditions are just small part of who i
am and they are not ME.
I WITNESSED TODAY IN THE STREETS OF MY CITY AND I THANKED GOD FOR THE OPPORTUNITY.

{FROWN}

May the Lord bless you and keep you in the palm of His hand. Thank you for being a witness of His Love and mercy.
Keep on keeping on with your journey and "run the race."
Peace,
Jon

[(JD)]

Very good. I keep telling myself that God can, and does use anyone... and I think I have personally converted hundreds to atheism because of my illness.

Anyway... good going... I'm glad someone is running the race... I dropped out long ago.

[mizzy]

Thanxs guys,
i really wish people can learn to work in anything regarless of the challenges they face. yeah i know that sounds like a cliche

{FROWN}

[(JD)]

PS if you will use the [ ] and not the upper case { } your markups will work

<font color=green> ...slip sliding away... slip sliding away....

[angel04]

you sound like you've discovered a good way to cope. Congrats! All the best to you Miz, keep up the good work!

www.jeffgordon.com

<div class="foot">(Edited by angel04 on 08/16/04 03:36 PM.)</div>