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3u1c143
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Location: North Carolina
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Hi everyone I’m new here. I wanted to join something that was alittle more anonymous where there are people that understand and could relate to me. I am going to start off by saying I have several depression and anxiety. My parents, whom I still live with, don’t understand truly what that means and how that affects me. I would say they emotionally abuse me a lot. Because of me still being in school without a job I have nowhere to go. Today I received shocking news that there is something medically wrong with me and I have to have surgery soon. Instead of comforting me they go and tell people about it without my permission. I expressed how I didn’t appreciate that and they made me feel like I was crazy and as if I was the only person in the world that doesn’t want to share that information. I said that many people feel the same way I do that’s why they made a law about it. I’m assuming they took that as a threat and started threatening me about that being the worst mistake I ever did and that they would kick me out and disown me. If I was kicked out I would truly have nowhere to go. Because of my anxiety and depression I have lost many friends so I feel alone in this life. I don’t know how I went from being so happy to hating myself and the life I live. I truly feel so alone. I’m also very scared because since I live with them and under their insurance I can’t get real help with my suicidal ideation. My boyfriend who also lives with his parents is the only outlet I have right now and I can’t go stay with him so I’m stuck in the same house as my parents. He tries his best to understand and encourage me to keep pushing forward but he doesn’t truly understand how I feel and offers options to escape the abuse that are truly impossible for me at this point in my life. The main reason I started this thread is I really need to know if there’s anyone else who experiences this and if y’all have advice or something that could help me.
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Member Since: May 2021
Location: West Palm Beach
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Pretty much take it one day at a time. Sounds silly and cliché, but, it helps when everything is a tuggle yo get done. Even the smallest things. But, this is how you do it. Slowly. Start one thing you are struggling with and make it a daily routine to fix or do it. Once it becomes habit, move on to the next and the next until you are functional enough to take the next step of healing yourself. But first, you have to take care of yourself. One step at a time.
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