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#41
Sometimes out of anger and frustration we just feel this way.
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I agree, death is the easy way out and that's why I'm always shocked when defendants beg for life in prison without parole instead of the death penalty because there's true suffering in life in prison without any possibility of parole. I agree that killing someone wouldn't do any good, there's no satisfaction and the only thing you would be doing is looking for the best attorney and potential life in prison, seeing someone having constant bad luck would be more satisfying and that's true karma.
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I agree and most people have the self control and the knowledge they would spend the rest of their life in a concrete cell that prevents them from acting on their emotions. I think most murders are out of pure anger and loss of self control and I hear that more common on the news. Someone pisses another person off so badly that the person who is angry pulls out a gun or knife and kills the person in revenge. I think that is way more common than the premeditated murder due to psychopathic behavior.
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__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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Yes, I have wanted to kill someone who hurt me. This impulse in me is buried so deeply, that if you were to ask me the same question when I feel fine, I would say no & I would totally believe myself. It’s only when I’m in the dark place that this feeling surfaces. I don’t have it in me to kill the person who hurt me though. I feel like I express this impulse more through self abuse & neglect.
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__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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When I was a teenager I thought long and hard about murdering my abusive mother, but not since then.
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__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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#50
One of the benefits of getting old is that a lot of the people who hurt me have already died off of their own accord. Sadly there are, no doubt, people who'll be glad to hear of my demise as well... if in fact they ever do. (It won't be in the newspaper, so to speak.)
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__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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I really wanted to kill someone after he destroyed everything I ever loved. Of course that would just cause more guilt for me...if that's possible. __________________ Once you are real, you can't become unreal again. It lasts for always.... |
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#53
Never had any homicidal thoughts about my abusers, however, they sure as hell left me with a lot of suicidal thoughts about myself ...
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I understand how your feeling.
__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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