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Heart Dec 18, 2022 at 04:41 PM
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Sometimes out of anger and frustration we just feel this way.

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This is true - death means no further suffering

for some people in this world, them being in agony and reliant on the people they hurt, for the rest of their life, would be more like karma getting them back

thats if anyone believes in karma
I agree, death is the easy way out and that's why I'm always shocked when defendants beg for life in prison without parole instead of the death penalty because there's true suffering in life in prison without any possibility of parole. I agree that killing someone wouldn't do any good, there's no satisfaction and the only thing you would be doing is looking for the best attorney and potential life in prison, seeing someone having constant bad luck would be more satisfying and that's true karma.
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Sometimes out of anger and frustration we just feel this way.
I agree and most people have the self control and the knowledge they would spend the rest of their life in a concrete cell that prevents them from acting on their emotions. I think most murders are out of pure anger and loss of self control and I hear that more common on the news. Someone pisses another person off so badly that the person who is angry pulls out a gun or knife and kills the person in revenge. I think that is way more common than the premeditated murder due to psychopathic behavior.
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I agree and most people have the self control and the knowledge they would spend the rest of their life in a concrete cell that prevents them from acting on their emotions. I think most murders are out of pure anger and loss of self control and I hear that more common on the news. Someone pisses another person off so badly that the person who is angry pulls out a gun or knife and kills the person in revenge. I think that is way more common than the premeditated murder due to psychopathic behavior.
That is true. They say that a psychopath brain is wired differently from a normal brain.

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Default Dec 19, 2022 at 12:44 PM
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Yes, I have wanted to kill someone who hurt me. This impulse in me is buried so deeply, that if you were to ask me the same question when I feel fine, I would say no & I would totally believe myself. It’s only when I’m in the dark place that this feeling surfaces. I don’t have it in me to kill the person who hurt me though. I feel like I express this impulse more through self abuse & neglect.
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Yes, I have wanted to kill someone who hurt me. This impulse in me is buried so deeply, that if you were to ask me the same question when I feel fine, I would say no & I would totally believe myself. It’s only when I’m in the dark place that this feeling surfaces. I don’t have it in me to kill the person who hurt me though. I feel like I express this impulse more through self abuse & neglect.
I think everyone feels this way at some point.

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When I was a teenager I thought long and hard about murdering my abusive mother, but not since then.

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When I was a teenager I thought long and hard about murdering my abusive mother, but not since then.
I thought about running away.

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That is true. They say that a psychopath brain is wired differently from a normal brain.
Yep exactly.
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One of the benefits of getting old is that a lot of the people who hurt me have already died off of their own accord. Sadly there are, no doubt, people who'll be glad to hear of my demise as well... if in fact they ever do. (It won't be in the newspaper, so to speak.)

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One of the benefits of getting old is that a lot of the people who hurt me have already died off of their own accord. Sadly there are, no doubt, people who'll be glad to hear of my demise as well... if in fact they ever do. (It won't be in the newspaper, so to speak.)
That is something that I never considered of.

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The one thing a toxic person hates? The truth

That’s what I find myself wishing for. That the truth will be exposed.
Oh I wish the truth could come out, but it's much too late. (And who would believe me?)
I really wanted to kill someone after he destroyed everything I ever loved. Of course that would just cause more guilt for me...if that's possible.

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Trig Jan 11, 2023 at 05:07 AM
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Never had any homicidal thoughts about my abusers, however, they sure as hell left me with a lot of suicidal thoughts about myself ...

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Never had any homicidal thoughts about my abusers, however, they sure as hell left me with a lot of suicidal thoughts about myself ...

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No, I couldn't live with myself after..
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Oh I wish the truth could come out, but it's much too late. (And who would believe me?)
I really wanted to kill someone after he destroyed everything I ever loved. Of course that would just cause more guilt for me...if that's possible.
I understand how your feeling.

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Never had any homicidal thoughts about my abusers, however, they sure as hell left me with a lot of suicidal thoughts about myself ...

I’m glad to hear that. I have suicidal thoughts myself.

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