[Aviza]

Big day tomorrow, early morning work meeting. two clients one after meeting other one afternoon til 8 pm. simply because I lost my in between client or it would be an all day thing.

I have casino on my brain i left without trying a machine i wanted to try, and I'm unable to rest because it's on my brain. I want to get dressed again and head back for an all nighter, but that isn't in my best interest.

I'm telling myself i have a break at work for 3 hours go than but i don't trust myself. I think I'm addicted to gambling. And I by no means am ready or willing to give it up.

I drank an energy drink today because I knew I'd be up late, and now I can't sleep. I stopped drinking it this morning and didn't finish it. Man this not sleeping thing sucks.

At least I got the money deposited in the bank. It was creepy being out at night and I don't want to do it again. So home I'll stay, maybe I'll drink a glass of milk so I can take my meds. They make me sleepy.

Did you manage to get some sleep?

[downandlonely]

I hope you did get some sleep @Aviza Avoiding casinos is probably best, but you will only do that when you are ready.

[Aviza]

I got 4 solid hours. woke up with the sun.