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#21
I'm glad you are feeling better. Just having other people around you can sometimes break the hold of a bad depressive episode. Three years ago I was alone with dangerous thoughts and ended up going inpatient. It made such a difference and got me over a bad hump. You made a good decision.
Nine years ago I got into a "partial hospitalization program" where I went there 5 hours a day, 4 days a week. That greatly relieved dark thoughts I was having. Ask the staff if there is anything like that you could transition to. I hope you continue improving. |
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#22
Hi and I hope you feel better soon! My son just had the same thing happen to him last night, i didnt even know he was in the hospital until they called me later this morning. We found out he stopped taking his meds too. well im praying for him right now and will add you to my list! have a nice night of peaceful dreams!
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#23
How wrong was i...
now plan A is back in first position. i do not have the courage to live... __________________ * Heaven is a place where Nothing Ever Happens - "Heaven" by Talking Heads * Death ends a life, Not a Relationship - Mitch Albom |
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#24
What happened?
I am sorry you are unable to remain stable. |
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#25
Im even taking 2 Mood stabilizers but It seems they dont work.
My Plan B1 Is useless My Plan B2 Is useless too I dont see the point in doing anything. At this point i dont care anymore. Whatever Will happen, Will happen... Both good and bad... Whatever. I give up my right to decide of my future. __________________ * Heaven is a place where Nothing Ever Happens - "Heaven" by Talking Heads * Death ends a life, Not a Relationship - Mitch Albom |
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#26
I'm sorry you have more anguish than you can cope with. Has your mother come to the hospital to visit you? Is there anyone there who you feel you can talk with? Psych drugs can completely fail some persons in really bad mental distress. Let us know how you are later.
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#27
im back home again and NOTHING has changed since i went in.
im so lonely and with so many bad thoughts and feelings... i dont know how to cope anymore. __________________ * Heaven is a place where Nothing Ever Happens - "Heaven" by Talking Heads * Death ends a life, Not a Relationship - Mitch Albom |
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I can't believe they let you go home to be alone...
What diagnosis did they give you? |
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#29
I'm so sorry sinking. Forgive me because I don't remember, but do you have a therapist? Could they refer you to a partial hospitalization program or an intensive outpatient program? I did the latter in 2021 and it was very helpful. HUGS kit
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#30
They Just thought that After 2 weeks i was ready to go. A parte of me agreed with them but i kept saying i wasnt ready. I stayed 2 days with parents and It went ok but now alone, After a horrible t session i feel like i cant do It...
I dont know how to explain this. Loneliness Is triggering for me now? They did not give me a new diagnosis. They already established im schizoaffective type bipolar in borderline personality along with autism type 1 (aspergers). What happened this time could be mania+psychosis but thats imho since last year the same happened and i read bipolar can be triggered by cold Winter or hot Summer or big changes in temperature (and thats me!) Thank you for your support. Love __________________ * Heaven is a place where Nothing Ever Happens - "Heaven" by Talking Heads * Death ends a life, Not a Relationship - Mitch Albom |
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#31
Hi Kitty, now that im out, im out. I dont think i can go back in even if only as outpatient. I missed a month from work... Everything says i should make It, but i dont feel It in me now...
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#32
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#33
Temperature/weather/light changes definitely affect my bipolar disorder. Many people with BD are affected by weather, temperature, and natural light changes.
I'm so sorry you're having a rough time, sinking. Please keep posting here. We're listening __________________ |
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#34
today was... numb but hard at the same time.
i had T and its not helping anymore, i dont know why... __________________ * Heaven is a place where Nothing Ever Happens - "Heaven" by Talking Heads * Death ends a life, Not a Relationship - Mitch Albom |
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#35
HUGS sinking. I am sorry you are having such a hard time.
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#36
Sending love and hugs your way sinking. I'm so sorry you are going through so many difficulties. I know you are feeling alone, but we are here for you and support you 100%. Hoping things will start looking up for you soon.
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#37
Being alone is tough when you're depressed. Would staying at your parents for awhile be any better than being on your own?
Keep posting, even if things aren't improving. We care. |
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#38
Everything is going wrong, but im focusing only on weight loss so that i dont think about other stuff...
should that go wrong too... i dont know what would happen... __________________ * Heaven is a place where Nothing Ever Happens - "Heaven" by Talking Heads * Death ends a life, Not a Relationship - Mitch Albom |
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#39
In the midst of being depressed, following a weight loss program must be awful challenging. I think you need something to look forward to.
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