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Thumbs up Mar 16, 2023 at 07:00 PM
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Its been a while since i was here but tonight i cant take it anymore.

i cant sleep and havent slept a good night sleep in more than a month... 4-5 hours per night.

im plagued with
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and consequently unwanted, disturbing, intrusive and obsessive thoughts. especially at night when i can distract myself.

im losing my support system on purpose to set them free from me.

i have stopped taking my meds because they slow down my metabolism and im developing anorexia.

im 41, too old for this.

i cant take it anymore and nobody seems to understand it.

please, someone help me
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im doing worse than worse. what am i doing still here?

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HUGS sinking. I am sorry you are feeling so low. It is hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel when the tunnel never seems to end. I do believe it gets better with time. I am in a depressive episode myself that is pretty severe but I am just trying to hang in there one day at a time. Keep writing here. You are being listened to. You are heard. You are seen. Your pain is real. HUGS Kit

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Have you met with your therapist in the last few weeks? It's not good to be alone most of the time. I know that first hand. I was depressed from Dec thru Feb. Being alone made it hard to deal with. I didn't want to call family because I didn't want to seem needy. Somehow I managed to recover. Now I'm doing fairly okay. I hope you can find some way up from this black pit that you've been in.
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[QUOTE=sinking;7318586]im doing worse than worse. what am i doing still here?[/QUOTE

I’m so sorry that you are struggling

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i feel dead

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What would you wish would happen?
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i only want to die and finally find PEACE.

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HUGS Sinking. I am sorry you are feeling so poorly. I wish I knew how to help. Please keep writing. You are being heard. HUGS kit

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I'm sorry you feel so hopeless.
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I’m sorry that you are struggling.

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Like love, it's how we know we're alive.

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