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Monster on the Hill
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Jun 20, 2023 at 11:31 AM
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       The work of healing doesn't seem worth it anymore. 
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Jun 20, 2023 at 03:25 PM
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Oh Muddy Boots, have had plenty of episodes of feeling that way myself. Maybe give yourself permission to not work on healing for a few day
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Jun 21, 2023 at 06:25 AM
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Jun 21, 2023 at 02:55 PM
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I'm sorry muddyboots
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Jun 21, 2023 at 06:28 PM
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Jun 22, 2023 at 01:50 AM
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I was feeling similarly (yet again!) today... Time off sounds like a good idea...
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Jun 23, 2023 at 08:18 AM
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after 13 years of wasted time, a new location, a new T & a few years of work at it along with just work around my farm, I realized I was healed & it took me awhile to believe it.....like "how & when did that happen?" It just became a new way of life that had changed so slowly I really hadn't noticed the healing process
__________________  Leo's favorite place was in the passenger seat of my truck. We went everywhere together like this. Leo my soulmate will live in my heart FOREVER Nov 1, 2002 - Dec 16, 2018 |
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Jun 23, 2023 at 02:33 PM
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healing means life
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Jun 23, 2023 at 09:12 PM
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Jun 24, 2023 at 06:13 AM
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I just can't imagine having a life so much better that it would be worth going through this and all the other stuff I've been through.
Saw pdoc yesterday though. She made some minor med changes so hopefully I can sleep more than 20 hours a week and I'll even out a bit. So I don't feel completely hopeless right now. Last night went well. I fell asleep around 9 and woke up at 5. Feeling hungover. A combo of an actual hangover from drinking, zyprexa, and finally sleeping. I'm going to try and get better. I know I can do good for someone out there somewhere. Not going to off myself (I say that now, but I'll probably feel differently in two hours). __________________ Live life for nothing but that sweet sweet melody. |
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Jun 24, 2023 at 06:54 AM
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Jun 24, 2023 at 01:26 PM
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MuddyBoots, gotta agree with Eskie. When I was in a dark place I didn't believe it would get better. It can.
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Jun 26, 2023 at 12:32 PM
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Hugs to you and I'm so sorry you're feeling that way. I know it seems so cliche to say "it gets better". It took me 15 years for things to improve and the truth is healing is a lifelong process. Just remember that you made it this far and that makes you strong. Don't give up!!!
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Jun 26, 2023 at 01:47 PM
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Sometimes It is about letting go to get what we need.
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