Don't know why...

but everything pisses me off! My bad neighbor, my good neighbor, my sons, Jerry being gone, things left in the middle of the floor or in my way, not finding anything good on TV, the guy who's had my scooter for almost a month, the potato salad being all gone, my shirts not coming clean in the laundry even after I pretreated them... Jeez! What's wrong with me?

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Oh, I don't know - sounds a bit like *depression.*

I hope you have a better day tomorrow.
Love 'Ya,
Wendy

Nothing is wrong, that's life, I hate when that stuff happens too
But, Sept., it shall pass us (but we still end up with the mess to clean, ha!ha!) unless we are "princess's" (sp?) and have people to do that stuff for us (personally, I wouldn't want some stranger doing "my stuff", ha!ha!)
Enjoy the day

DE

(((((((((((Tomi))))))))))...

I love this little guy ...

<font color="red"> XOXO!! </font>

Hi.

Lol, guess I know where you're coming from...
Though I never was into alcoholic beverages, I really like that one step from the 12-step thingy that says, "just for today". Take one day at a time...
So this mood is probably like a cloud that's certainly going to pass...

Be well.

Sis Tomi,
With all the stuff that we carry around on our shoulders it is to be expected that certain things might make us more angry then it would people who do not suffer from depression. We are only human and have to worry about keeping ourselves well 24/7.
I know that I seem to get annoyed with my boyfriend over stupid things. I think that it is because I feel like I am fighting this disease that can eat me alive at anytime (and takes so much effort to not allow it to) and you cannot even pick up your socks off the floor!! Being depressed and having patience....well it is hard.

Do not be too hard on yourself lady!!

Jessica

It does, doesn't it, Wendy? This is the kind of stuff, I think, that makes us want to withdraw or allienate. I'm seriously considering telling my good neighbor to leave me alone for a few days. He's been helping me a lot since Jerry's been gone but I have to constantly tell him to pick up his mess.

Need to figure out what to do about the bad neighbor because just hearing him slam his door, hearing his dog bark, small things like that just make me want to go over and slice and dice him.

The man that was fixing my scooter finally called and he's charging me more than he said he would. ARGH!

Jerry owes me his half of the monthly expenses today and I can't get him to answer his cell. Double ARGH!! I've only got $20 in the bank!

Oh, golly... today isn't shaping up much better than yesterday... After I have my first cup of coffee, I think I'm gonna go hide under the bed.

Yeah, that's life, but...

It will pass, but like my daughter used to say "It's the getting from here to there that's the killer." hehe That put a smile on my face. hmmm... I hear my daughter is doing much, much better with her mental problems... Just not good enough to make her want to talk to me. That's okay. The way I'm feeling right now, I don't think I could handle even saying "Hi, how are you?" to her, much less any kind of a relationship.

Uh... do you suppose that the Real things that are bothering me that make everyday things appear so big are beginning to come out?

hehehe I love him, too!! That's Exactly how I'm feeling!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRGGGGHHHHH!!!!!!

You're right; one day, one moment at a time.

First thing to tackle is getting ahold of Jerry.
Second thing... is... uh... washing my shirts by hand? eewwww

I think that's enough for today. Maybe I'll find some movies on TV this afternoon. I could rant about that but I'll skip it.

LOL That's exactly how I feel when my "good neighbor" comes over. He's here precisely to "help" me out with things I can't do and bending down and picking up things is One Of Them!!!! So what does he do?? He leaves Coke cans, plates and forks, anything that he happens to touch right in the middle of the living room floor!!! (There's only about 4 feet walking pace between one couch and the other!!!) It's the same outside in the yard; the hose, the hoe, lawn chairs, kindling for the fire ring, etc., etc. Right in the way!!!! GAWD!!!!! Insert Peanut's little red man right here... several times!!!!

(S-i-i-i-i-i-i-g-h!!)

Hey there, I am sorry you are having a crappy time. Scream and yell but don't dice up your neighbor or it could 'get dicy' with the police. Okay, so not funny but I am here and I am listening.

LOL I thought it was funny! Heck! I wouldn't actually do it. I just felt good to say it. This morning he was opening and slamming his door shut every two minutes and I finally had it and let out a stream of swear words and he quit! I was amazed!! Then this afternoon he had his TV up full blast again and I loudly told my "good neighbor" that it was up again. The volume went down to a reasonable level after that. Don't know what the cops told him the last time they were out here, but they must have put the fear of God into him. Don't expect it to last for long, though.

Had a short talk with my "good neighbor" when he came over and explained to him about the stuff that he leaves in the middle of the floor. He said he was sorry and picked up the stuff he had left on the front room floor but I had to tell him all over again when we went out in the back yard. He split some wood for kindling and just left it scattered everywhere. Gave me some lip, but he picked it up. He wanted to start a fire but I said "Nope, not tonight" and he left it at that.

Also dealt with my oldest son and Jerry about some money and actually got it taken care of today! WOW! It's hard to believe, but it actually happened. There must be going to be an earthquake or something 'cause things are going too good! LOL

Dear ((((((((((((Sweety)))))))))))))))) If you slice your neighbor, it will only give you more things to pick up. Might as well pass this one I think.

I hope you are feeling better!
nightdream

LMAO! You're so right! I hadn't thought of it that way! LOL Ok, I'll pass on that one!

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Tomi,

I'm so glad it got better today! {{{{{{{{{{hugs}}}}}}}}}}
Wendy

Thanks, Hun. I am, too. I'd been going around angry for quite a few days. It's not fun. Still not completely sure why. It's passed for the most part now.