Start to bleed

All I want is to succeed
But you just start talking
An open wound starts to beed
All i do is hating
Myself for what I did

Please God
Take me far away from here
I just want to disapear

Damn that `s strange i am trying to have the music from the feelings but i want to cty
(FEELS like emotional SI ?)

Sorry i am just in a rhyming mood

Now the point is that it`s even not that hard as to CRY so i am stuck with the feeling when i am trying to create

When i create....can you relate?

hekc i am probably looking like a rhyming freak to you don`t I?
ha! notice i am in a dramatic mood as you see but i have homework on my head and also I just viewd something old i did last semester which was my hope to save myself from failing that subject but the instructor didn`t let me pass, said the work was tll bad but anyways i missed too many lessons. And AGAIN then what i felt the wordst about happened and i had to deal with it again.

Thanks God It`s over today...
But it still hurt to look at that project that looked so beautiful to me and i loved it with all the energy and hope i put into it and EFFORT and it was critisized like
and i failed the semeter ..because i missed 4 lessons - but TO YOU i would tell the truth those feeligns and the pressure i I couldn`t funciton normaly. like a normal studnet.

Well is it already LONG?

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But it still hurt to look at that project that looked so beautiful to me and i loved it with all the energy and hope i put into it and EFFORT and it was critisized like
and i failed the semeter ..because i missed 4 lessons

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Missed four lessons? Bad girl. We can't have that. Missing lessons counts more than love and energy and hope and effort... doesn't it?

%#@&amp;#! teachers %#@&amp;#! lessons

now i am doing it just because i have to. less love and evergy - more BRAIN and "gettin rid of it on time"

this same teacher now says i am working fine and she likes my progres. I will keep up the SIMPLE approach

so that FOR THE YEAR i have all chanced to pass the course

%#@&amp;#! a hero be YOURself. SIPLE MORMAL CAML AND SANE

That project is a paiful reminder but today i don`t give a %#@&amp;#!

and yes guys i curse because i am angry and yes i am rude becasue i enjoy being it. because i need to express myself.

tomorrow i am 23