"taking care of the ones left behind"

I have read everything that has been said about making such arrangments for my kids if something happens to me. I fully agree, no arugements here. I am going to see my regular t tomorrow and speak with her about it. She has many friends in the legal profession. I just don't want her to freak but I think if I explain myself, she will understand.
I took my little girl into our doc today. She is on another antibotic. Her silly tonsils sure give her a run for her money. I could barely function. Shortly after 2:00 today, I got this wicked migraine. I get many headaches but not like this. Its still really bad. My doctor asked me to go see him tomorrow. We couldnt talk with my kids there. I have to go in the am. So I will do that then go see my t.
I wanted to let u know to maybe settle some minds, (somewhat). I did do some research on hospitals near by, ones that specialize in eating disorders. It was interesting.
I would like to thank all of you for the replies on my posts. I know how maddening this is, and I am sorry. I am really sorry all of you, I don't want to hurt others.
Someone said I need to stop this self-destruct. How?? Once again I will stress, Its not that simple.

Justy

((((Justy))))

Most things in life are not simple. Those are the things most worth fighting for or against....the hard stuff, the complicated things...

I am sorry you're going through so much and I really hope that you will seriously look into those treatment centers. I'm glad you're making a plan for the kids. This is something everyone needs to do once they've had children. Life is unpredictable, to say the least, and everyone needs to be prepared, so that's a good thing.

Take some time to care for yourself, sweety.

((Hugs))
Kimberly

{{{{{{{Justy}}}}}}}}}}}

I'm glad you inquired about the hospitals. Please try to look into it more and maybe check yourself in?

I understand that it's a matter of simply "not being able to stop". If it was, a lot of us wouldn't have the problems we do.

You have to want to get better though. You had the spirit in you before to try................could you find that again and try some more?

I'm worried - which isn't your fault, no one is making me worry about you except for me - and want you around.

Please take care.

Mary Alice

HI, I don't know you but have been reading your posts...I hope you do check into the hospitals and get some treatment. I know how hard it is to change a behavior. It's hard enough to do our everyday stuff. I'm glad you're planning for your children. That shows what a strong mother you are. Pat