[Irine]

My goodness!

I just finished making lunch!
Now in an hour i need to leave for dancing. I doint want to be tired i want to enjoy the class

I planned to :

-Come here (which i did)
- To orgenize all my apartment for studies which mean: hang the posters on the wall ( i need the help of some1) and so and on...

Of course i knew i needed to go to the supermarket to buy something to eat. I didn`t know that after i come home (after 2 hours in a buss, and i guess something like an hour in the supermarket) i would be REALLY TIRED and need to rest something like 30 minuts.

So now, after arriving at about 11:30 i am eating lunch at 4, exhausted because i had to make it and to clean all the mess after making it and to register to an english course, i still haven`t done any of the listed above!

I wonder why the **** am i so slow...?

Of course, i didn`t know what i need to but and i went in the supermarket from here ot there so returend....LOL

all of the experienced ladies who manage or....how do you say it - the house hold... will L A U G H at me

But how do i make it so it doesn`t take all my day

I am going to start my last year in college in 3 weeks ...

[nowheretorun]

(((LadyM))))) good to see you again! ive wondered how you are managing and glad you still pop by!

first, give yourself kudos for the fantastic work you've been doing... gratefully you've been blessed with the energy to manage a lot! and you want to do still more! thats great!

yes, we get tired hon and these chores take our energy.. some mornings i have time to visualize my days activities in advance... mentally i allot a period of time for each task and calculate the unexpected so i round things up to the nearest hour or half hour...

one lesson ive been reminded of recently... go with the flow! we cant control it all.. we can hope to get it done, we can get anxious and excited about it being done, we can imagine going thru every step of the process until its done, but.... we need to accept we dont control it all..... we cant let ourselves get overly distressed about that tho... we cant control it, so, i try to accept it.... its hard to let go and want to get it done both.. there is a balance.. only whats true is possible.. if it cant be done today with all the other things too, thats just what it is... relax... put it on the list for tomorrow... i'm so happy you fed and shopped ! at least you have nutritious food in the house and you can tell yourself even if i am not getting it all done, i am getting a lot done... congratulations on your spirited energy to accomplish a lot in your life.. i believe you will

[Irine]

hooooooo!

((((((((((((((nowhereturn)))))))))))))))))) !!!

thank you