There are so many things I want to do

I have been scouring the internet for opportunities to get involved in some kind of arts organizations. I sent an email to our local symphony offering to volunteer, but it was sent back - wrong address.

I would love to do something more than what I'm currently doing. HOWEVER, it's not very practical at this time. Years ago, when I would get like this, some people told me I might be manic. Still, I've never been diagnosed as such.

I am seeing tons of doctors regarding tiredness including a sleep specialist. My house is a wreck. I haven't played piano in a long time except while showing a student. I have just begun to start cooking again. And I don't ever have the energy to go to church (always sleeping). But in my MIND, there are LOTS of things I want to do. So many people on here have gone back to college. I have wanted to do that too, but I backed out several times. I'm not going to do that again until I'm sure. So I limit myself to short-term continuing education classes.

Lots of times, I get asked to something - a concert, etc. but I don't have the energy to go, partly because I sleep through it or I'm too tired! Help.

CMS, I don't remember if you are seeing a therapist or not. Are you, by chance? It sounds like depression to me

Yes, I have a good therapist and I just saw my doctor Saturday. I am seeing T a little less frequently lately ('cause I was doing so good). I may be depressed, but my mood is generally good. Something must not be right.