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i am unsure if i want to go to Sheppard Pratt for the
there Trauma and Dissociative Disorders Program. I have had inpatient stays before and from what my T says will be very different. I know its very DBT and a little CBT . When I was in my early 30s I was in DBT and my adolescent part flat out refused DBT and I was kicked out. Now I am in my 40s and according to my T, ive declined in function over the past year, but in Nov was sent in hospital for a week. To give an idea of what is going on..i dont eat regular meals or when i do fast food. i dont talk to my parents and dont care to return calls or texts, cry or feel angry or laugh at stuff that isnt funny. I have trouble feeling anything good. Maybe its numbness. I get ideas to help myself and next could careless. Dont care to clean in any room of the house and laundry sits until i have nothing. no food in the house as if i am hungry i have to go out or drink water so i am not hungry. i do get myself to the gym to use the whirlpool and swim...most things i do even writing this feels very automatic...
more than likely not in my most adult part as irs the cause a lot of the time.
would treatment help even if opposed to dbt and my teen resistant self presents to treatment?? from the site 3 times a day with individual therapist plus 2 groups a day sounds like an overwhelming amount to me as i feel i vent my thoughts to T but she just says i am an adult and dont have to go if i dont want to etc...the thing is i am trying to figure out do i have FEARS or based off prior experience...i dont know...my other option i want to disappear for a while go someplace warm.
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Feb 15, 2018, 11:43 PM
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