[polyfractal]

Hi there, we are new here!

I have DID, so I use plural form, we.
We have landed into psychiatric ICU, the first time was December 2020, second time was January 2021, third time was May 2021.

Possible trigger:

They restrained us, injected us involuntarily and stripped us of our clothing completely.

We went to the seclusion room, which was another room within the intensive care area. We have complex PTSD and our suicidality has often landed us into hospital.

Possible trigger:

Before the first ICU experience, we had a rape incident by our psychiatrist.

Usually there would be two people at least coming into my bedroom in the psychiatric hospital, but it was just my doctor who came into my bedroom and closed the bedroom door completely.

Possible trigger:

He misused his medical knowledge and took the chance to abuse us sexually.

Before this, he was asking whether I know what alters are, because he knew I have switched and he asked me what am I seeing and I said, it is only him, him alone before me.

[Yaowen]

How heartbreaking that you were violated and treated so abysmally. Just awful. Wish I knew what to say that would help. No person should have to go through the things you went through. Just utterly, utterly heartbreaking!

[MuddyBoots]

I'm really sorry that happened to you. I wish I had some advice, but only love and healing vibes to give

Sending you hugs, poly