I've a lovely little dog named Wyllow. She is about 9 months old. As my anxiety got worse, I started being really mean to her, acting out and yelling at her (I live alone.). I would just be filled with horrible remorse after I would do this. I felt so sorry for her, because she is nothing but a little sweetheart.
I finally made the decision to put her with friends until I knew that I could be kind and caring to her. That was about one month ago, and I'm not sure when I know that I am ready to have her back. I'm on medication now, but I really don't trust myself. I'm worried I might be mean to her again, but I really miss her company. It is really lonely here without her.
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