[Maryanne]

I have this issue that I absolutely hate......almost everything that I do, say I have to tell one of my close friends. While I'd like to say I trust my close my friends, I tend not to after I've released all my current news on our catch up. After, I find myself analysing what I've told my friend, regretting what I've said, stressed almost severely with worry on who of their friends/family will they pass on my personal info to....it's sending me crazy. This has been going on and on and seems to be getting worse. Is it trusting issues? Severe paranoia?? Thinking I'm the topic of conversation to many is sending me nuts, is it because it because I've been going through so much change such as countries, jobs, relationship that has caused me to think this way. I don't know...
I just wish I could refrain from telling my friends everything that's going on in my life.
Maybe I feel no one opens up as much as I open up to them???
Please let me know if this is posted in the wrong thread as I would love to hear a few different opinions, if any.... thank you.