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Old Sep 02, 2006, 12:17 PM
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I hate this
I don't care anymore
I give up
I'm useless
can't do this anymore
I hate my son
I love my son
screeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaam
horrible
I want to run away
get some peace
SILENCE
hitting me
hitting his sister
this metallic laughter
teasing
triggering
eating on your nerves
"I will kill you!"
"You're so fat!"
"I hate you!"
I bake muffins
I do all for my kids
draw pictures
still never enough
I'm so sick of this!
screeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaam
I hate myself for hating my life
hating my son at some level
splitt feelings
confusing
heartbreaking
I LOVE MY SON
I LOVE MY DAUGHTER
I'm never good enough
my energy has fled
all I want to do is go to bed
stay there
block everything out
screeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaam
days are so rough
I've had enough
death is calling to my creation
I want out of this
but I'm trapped
can't fall apart
screeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaam

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Old Sep 02, 2006, 12:22 PM
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{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Nina}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} If only...!! If only I could be there in person for you! Screeeeeeeeeeaaaaaam.... too much

Honey, you'll keep going. I know you will, but I wish I could walk that road with you. Screeeeeeeeeeaaaaaam.... too much Screeeeeeeeeeaaaaaam.... too much
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Old Sep 02, 2006, 12:29 PM
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Screeeeeeeeeeaaaaaam.... too much

Your frustration is evident and understandable. Your kids are lucky to have you. I'm so sorry that things are so difficult with your son Screeeeeeeeeeaaaaaam.... too much
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Old Sep 02, 2006, 08:06 PM
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TONS of hugs, truth
all i can say.....

sara
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Old Sep 02, 2006, 08:18 PM
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((((nina)))))
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Old Sep 04, 2006, 02:11 PM
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{{{{{{{{{{Nina}}}}}}}}}}}}

I hope today is easier for you. Screeeeeeeeeeaaaaaam.... too much
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Old Sep 04, 2006, 02:44 PM
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Thank you all for your caring words! I really needed your support! I still do... I hate asking for help, but I'll have to learn because I need it. I hope you all know that I'll do what I can for you as well.

Today is better... But now I'm having a cold... lol
Had to go to another meeting at school, about our son... Well... now it's done.

You are an amazing bunch of people!!!!!

Screeeeeeeeeeaaaaaam.... too much
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Old Sep 04, 2006, 03:06 PM
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Nina - I too, wish I could be there for you.

I am thinking of you!
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Crying isn't a sign of weakness. It's a sign of having tried too hard to be strong for too long.
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Old Sep 04, 2006, 03:11 PM
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Thank you, my dear friend!

((((((((((((( Sabrina ))))))))))))))
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Old Sep 04, 2006, 04:18 PM
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Septembermorn you are walking with her...as well as the rest of you here...with you guys by her side I know she will be okay...
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Old Sep 04, 2006, 05:02 PM
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Yes, Lyle... Tomi is a rock and so are others here. But your caring words helps me too, you know. Thank you, Lyle!
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Old Sep 04, 2006, 06:19 PM
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{{{{{{{Mystry}}}}}}}} Don't sell yourself short, Hon! Screeeeeeeeeeaaaaaam.... too much
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Psalm 119:105 Thy word is a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path.
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Old Sep 04, 2006, 10:34 PM
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It's going to be ok! I'm sorry you hare having so many problems with your son. I hope that things get better for you soon! *hugs*
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Old Sep 05, 2006, 07:13 AM
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(((((((((((( pamelasu ))))))))))))

Thank you, hon!
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Old Sep 05, 2006, 11:14 AM
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i'm so new heer, i barely have tthe rite to reply....but i felt i had tto. hugs. i dont no the storys, but i DO no tthe feelings. truth. Screeeeeeeeeeaaaaaam.... too much sending you HOPE. tthats all i have.

sara
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Old Sep 05, 2006, 11:54 AM
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Thank you and welcome to PC!

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