[everytime]

i wanne talk about things but im afraid some might think im crazy or they find my story shocking or think im too young to be here im 16...

i did some of the quizzes because i noticed my behaviour and turns out i have moteratley anxienty disorder and severe Bipolar disorder. and i researched more on the bipolar and i can really relate to it.

there are things i need help with figuring out, sth with a younger teacher who gets red around me and stuff and just the constant mood swings and stuff. but i feel weird being on here, but my parents dont give me the support i need.

and i dont understand why i cant let some things go or move on from or why i make such a big deal of things and the way i think.

[nothemama8]

no one is going to think your crazy, but your best bet is to talk to a school counselor and make an appointment with a good pdoc they can dx you better than any test here, good luck

[Rhapsody]

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i dont understand why i cant let some things go or move on from or why i make such a big deal of things and the way i think.

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Welcome.......

I think you might benefit from read this book - I have read it and it is placed on the Book List here on PC (by me).

Feelings Buried Alive NEVER Die
http://psychcentral.com/reviews/show...8/cat/5/page/1

Hope it Helps you understand WHY you cannot seem to let issues go and WHY they seem to control you still today..... there is even help in there for letting your inner wounds go forever.

Good Luck...

[everytime]

hey,, yes thank ill read that book! and today someone came to me at school and they are gonna take me to a schooldocter. physicall im totally healthy! but it was psychologically... so i cna get some peace.. i think im to young to already have these problems. it stands in the way of succeeding at school enc.

thanks again!:9

[Perna]

There are lots of other teens here; no one is ever too young to talk about their concerns and get help for them!

[nothemama8]

age has nothing to do with disorders, whether it's chemical imbalance or not children suffer too, no one here is crazy

[Rhapsody]

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i think im to young to already have these problems.

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(((( HUGS )))) -

Sadly one is never to young to have problems (even the worst of them) - for I had already suffered thru more than a lot of people will in a life time by the time I was twelve years old, therefore, by sixteen I had many emotional / psychological problems and by seventeen I was pregnant with my first child.... I am 40 years old now.

[everytime]

^^ wow omg! so sorry for you.. are you living a happy life right now?? and thanks to the others too for the repleys.

i didnt know there were more teenagers here. makes me more comfortable to talk here.

yesterday soemone came to me and they made me an appointment for teusday to go to the schooldocter. i am healthy but for mental stuff. in my head i have no peace and i my moods are always different and very extreme. sometimes i dont know why i do some things.

at home i dont have the support i need, (my parents) and i dont want it anymore now. i used to but i dont wnat their pity anymore. they have marridge issues and my moms is depressed and my dad never does anything than go to work, sit behind the tv and bash on what i like. but i dont care.

i got held back at school and now im worried it will happen again and then i ahve to leave school. and i never wanne do that, that woth be soo terrible. luckely i still have the time to get my grades fixed, but i need peace in my head and that younger teacher,, it botheres me more than i'd like that he acts like that. i dont understand why. i used to talk to him and he always treaded me nicer than the rest. all of the sudded he gets red when im around him, he cant look at me, and avoids me. he tries to act as normal as possible, he even gives me more turns in class and it just looks like he wants to act as normal as possible! and he looks at me when there are like lots of people, like his keeping an eye at me, now i decided to ignore him because i cant handle it and i get annoyed by him so im even less nice (he only got himself to blame for that one) and he doenst like it, sometimes he even seemed sad walking pass me.

did he like feel something for me and doenst know how to handle it? his job and reputation is everything for him!

and is it a good idea to go to that schooldocter for psychological stuff. or am i over reacting?

its not for the teacher thing haha, my grandma died, a friend has cancer, the schoolstuff, the way i feel, and the stupid things i do..

im so sorry for the long story!

[Rhapsody]

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^^ wow omg! so sorry for you.. are you living a happy life right now??

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Yes, I think I am living a fairly happy life - when and if my DID is not acting up and trying to control.

Please know that I went thru many years of T to get where I am now and the will power to heal ME no matter what.

[everytime]

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^^ wow omg! so sorry for you.. are you living a happy life right now??

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Yes, I think I am living a fairly happy life - when and if my DID is not acting up and trying to control.

Please know that I went thru many years of T to get where I am now and the will power to heal ME no matter what.

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it really sounds like you had a rough life,, i hope you lice a happy life now. i dont understand anyway why some people go through life so easily and are happy and why some have to work soo hard and are still not happy or still working on it,,

[youOme]

We have alot of youngin's here who I'm sure can relate to your situation as well. There is alot of very supportive folk too.

Being 16 and becoming aware of yourself is enlightening and I hope with this new knowledge of your problems can be a way of discovering ways of improvements as well.

Do what your comfortable doing, if you feel you can't open up this situation to anybody then don't...but if you do then there's many things that can be done to help you.

Good luck

[everytime]

thanks for your support very much!!