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p { margin-bottom: 0.25cm; line-height: 120%; } Hello,
So I was wondering if I could get an opinion. I'm a 25 year old M2F. Pathological Lying Of course I lie, we all do. Anyone who says they don't are either lying or kidding themselves. Do I do it often? Sure. Do I feel sorry? No. Shallow Emotions Shallow or weak, or however anyone wants to see it. Some are even missing. Cruel to animals/Cruel Here I say no. I don't like to hurt animals. I may not like them, but I still don't approve or like it. I can like an animal, like my cat, to some extent. Though I'd never call it love, no. Something, but it's hard to tell. I don't care about humans. Humans are worse than anything to me. Worse as in lowly. I could be cruel. I choose not to. But I often have fantasies where I am cruel beyond belief, I don't feel weird about them in any way. There are things that stop me from really doing it, but not guilt or anything like that. Other things. But I know I could do it.
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Remorse To some extent and some form. But usually I feel bad for being caught or found out than what I did. I could let someone die without caring or any red flags going off, but I feel bad if I was caught. I can hear about bad stuff and I feel nothing or smile. Manipulativeness I used others for things I wanted. Have them on my side, have them do what I wanted. I never felt bad for that. And I dropped them when it suited me. I burned many bridges in my life, if you want to see them as such. It's been normal to me, I didn't feel bad or anything. It didn't fit me dragging anyone along anymore when I did. But at any time I can plaster a pleasant look and a smile on my face and act all nice. I do it regularly. When people meet me they see the pleasant me. It's easy to pretend interest. I'm very careful about what I show, may it be anything about me, an emotion, or my intelligence. The hardest to hide though is my anger. I easily get annoyed, irritated and angry. And a lot. Especially when I criticized. I don't do alcohol, it tastes disgusting. I don't do drugs either, but I wouldn't decline if anyone offered. I've never had sex and I don't care. I'm an asexual, and mostly disinterested. But if it meant getting what I wanted? Hard to tell. But BDSM sounds quite appealing. I first tried smoking when I was either in 4th grade or 5th grade. Later again and didn't care for it. Failure to follow any life plan I never really had one. Many plans I made I usually never followed through. I start things and then drop them. I live only in the here and now, I don't care about the future. I go as time takes me. Inadequately motivated antisocial behaviour Yes. And I would welcome some excitement, things can be so boring. As must be obvious I'm not very fond of people. I usually want to be alone, and I talk to people I talk online. When I am with others, or have to be, I am pleasant. Who knows when they may come in handy? But no, I not fond of people. Usually I dislike everyone I come in contact with. But I don't show it. I can love, in a sort of way. I definitely did once. The piece you wrote on this hit me, it was very much like me. I'd have blended them into me to keep safe and for me. The part 'for me' is important as I felt very jealous at some occasions when she spend more time with others than me. I always been one for detail, and even though I held myself back I wanted to know those. I played displeased and disappointed at one occasion I can think of now to hurt. It's so easy. I can fake emotions. Fake sad and hurt is harder, but I can do it, even attempt to make it seems I cry, I can exaggerate it. I did a few tests like on Psych Central and they say I'm a sociopath. What do you think? Last edited by sabby; Jun 05, 2016 at 09:42 AM. Reason: Added trigger code and icon |
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Hello n...: I see this is your first post here on PC. So... welcome to PsychCentral... from the Skeezyks!
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Could be?
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Sounds like a darksided aspie.
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Well, you have many traits of sociopathy. I suggest getting diagnosed by a professional. If it doesn't interfere with your lifestyle or happiness, don't worry about it. Personally, it did interfere with me, so I am seeing a therapist for it to become more aware. Good luck.
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Then it tends to taper off later in life. But as a general rule, if you were in juvenile hall or been arrested a few times before your 15th birthday, then there's a possibility. I'm not an expert, though. |
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Can't be diagnosed by an online quiz or people on a forum. You'd have to see a psychiatrist. If you'd said you were in your teens, I would have said, "Everyone your age is like this" but I guess that's the reason they don't usually diagnose it in children...
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I was detached, I didn't really care if I hurt someone. I got worried or felt bad only when I could and was found out and punished. And that stayed pretty much the same. I always had my own world. I was a bully at one point, but physical stuff isn't funny. But psychological games can be quite a lot. No, I was never arrested. Did I do stupid stuff to get some excitement? Yea, sure, and I would again. |
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