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Does anyone ever feel aware of switching from moment to moment, one minute you are aware of who you are, then the next you've become something you are afriad off? Its like I become this pyschopathic murderer within my mind and its scaring the **** out of me at the moment. I just want to lock myself away in a room so no one else will see this monster whom I become and want to leave it...I know their going to want to leave this monster, I mean I would if i could...ggrrr get it out of me!
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(((Mouse)))
Yes, I have done the same, and I hate the person I become. I find no easy way out of it, except to weather the storm. Good luck kind one! ![]() Dee |
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Maybe you are very angry at someone, Mouse?
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Oh off course I am. I am also afraid of a lot of things as well. I have no worries about admitting my anger/fears/loves/loses or anying, it just helpes to put it down in print. Now who am I angry at, oh, my T, my mothers, my abuser, my own inablitys...and on and on.
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I have wondered if feeling like a psychopathic killer means that I am very angry at someone, and that it is the suppression of that thought which results in feeling as though I am a terrible person. But I am not sure of that.
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Now if thou would'st When all have given him o'er From death to life Thou might'st him yet recover -- Michael Drayton 1562 - 1631 |
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