[Greg77733]

Well to start with, she would be a 6 or a 7 on the outside. She would be a 7 or an 8 on the inside. She could dress up like the finest lady or go mudding in her daisy duke shorts. Not affraid of the wilderness. Love skinny dipping in the moonlight. Most important would be the next coule things. She would have to understand BPD and know that at that moment I don't mean what I say. In time it will pass. Not affraid to put me in my place when I am just being an ***. So if you are out there please wiggle your nose and blink into my life. Greg

[90mphINneutral]

I understand BPD... in fact I have BPD. I would love to get to know you. I've never met a man with BPD.

[Rhombus]

I don't think I'll ever find someone without bpd who understands bpd, and can tolerate it.

[Greg77733]

Hello 90 miles an hour in net., I guess I was born with bpd or developed it very early in life. I had a step-father that hurt my mom, two sisters and me. He hospilized all ofus a few times. My sis's would call the m.p. but mom would lie and get him out. That I will never understand. I first cut around eight yrs. old. I was married for ten yrs., but been divorced for many years. I love nature, fishing, checking out the mountains. The post after yours said no one understands a bpd except a bpd. I think she is correct. One thing I like to do is hard know cause of price of gas. I like to cruise in my truck and listen to music. Music wise I like 70's rock, southern rock and rowdy country music, like Hank Jr., Waylon Jennings, Meral Haggard. O.K. tell me a little about yourself. Take care Greg

[90mphINneutral]

Hi, I was first diagnosed with BPD when I was 17.. that's when I first heard of it. I still don't fully understand it. In essence I don't fully understand myself. I have had a lot of relationship problems due to my BPD. It is hard for me to keep friends and boyfriends. I long for a real close relationship with a man someday but don't know if that's attainable especially with the fact I have BPD.

I am a student in college. Ironically I am studying psychology. I want to someday do research on personality and its disorders. In my free time I like to watch movies, do something with friends, (the ones I do have) shop etc.

[Rhombus]

Originally Posted by 90mphINneutral

Hi, I was first diagnosed with BPD when I was 17.. that's when I first heard of it. I still don't fully understand it. In essence I don't fully understand myself. I have had a lot of relationship problems due to my BPD. It is hard for me to keep friends and boyfriends. I long for a real close relationship with a man someday but don't know if that's attainable especially with the fact I have BPD.

I am a student in college. Ironically I am studying psychology. I want to someday do research on personality and its disorders. In my free time I like to watch movies, do something with friends, (the ones I do have) shop etc.

I long for a relationship with a man too, and right now someone is interested in me who knows I can act a little crazy, but I've found even people who think they can handle it leave me sooner rather than later. I know I'll ruin thiss good thing in no time. I feel helpless to break the cycle.

[Greg77733]

Hi 90 miles anhour in netrual, I know what you are saying about the freind thing. It seems, at least for me, I will think they are the coolest person in the world and around 6 months I am thinking 100% the other way. I had one freind that last for yrs., he is know with my x-wife. I guess we aren't freinds any more. L.O.L. I think you should think about becoming a therapist. I would love to know a therapist that is bpd too. That way they really understand, not just some book crap. You being a bpd you already got a ph.d. in it. Study hard and have a good day or night, Greg I like all these smiley faces, other sites I have been on was just text. This is the best site I have found!

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hey greg you make me smile stick around you sound like a great person

[Greg77733]

I am not sure who this is to, I read all the post and well you know. The one who said got someone knew and will blow it. Try telling them ahead and let them know what they are in for. If you really like him let your therapist talk to him. I am not sure but I think it is the surprise that messes it up for us. Good luck, Greg