[tifferific]

So i seperated from my abusive husband. Now when i dont have the kids. I'm freaking. I mean i cannott handle being alone. My head goes everywhere. From ok to ending it all. I just cant function. Moral i fell like a filthy bad person and like i have to hide. And i actually feel fearfully. What's going on anyone else had this?

[Open Eyes]

Calm down, its okay. Your not used to being alone and after all, you have been abused. It takes time to learn how to relax when you are alone. Probably in the back of your mind you are expecting abuse and you have to tell yourself that you did the right thing and as time passes you will be better about being alone again.

If you are feeling uneasy you can always come here to a chat room. Give yourself a chance to get to know some of the people in here and as you do, it will be like having a guest that can come when you need them to.

I think chats are open all night as people from different times zones are chatting.

Maybe it might be a good idea to get a cat that can be a presense in the house to keep you company. Cats are easy to keep and you can go out for a while without worrying about them needing to go out etc. When you are there you may find it comforting to have a cat cuddle up with you and purr.

there are always hugs here when you need them
Open Eyes