[magickal1]

People at work are driving me NUTS!! It's terrible. Do you ever feel like you're the only one at work who's actually working??? That would be me. There I am, minding my own business, doing my thing...I glance around to see if I can see any of my coworkers....The ones I DO see are standing around talking, or watching one of the many televisions on the premises. GRRRRRRRRR!!!
I went in the office last night and asked the boss if my partner and I could go home for the evening. I really felt stressed. My thoughts about things were...maybe if I went home, some of my other coworkers would be motivated to do some actual work.
The boss denied my request, citing that we were so shorthanded that we needed every person. A short while later, she let a coworker go home because he was 'sick'.
GRRRRRRRRR!!!!!
I went on my break soon after, and blew off some steam at a coworker about how unappreciated I was. She thought it was funny that I was so angry. In my head I was thinking that she needs to stop laughing at me, because she's another one who I'd like to pound into the pavement.
I...HATE...LAZY PEOPLE!!!
I guess that would include myself, because when I'm home, I'm just too exhausted to care about anything.
WHAT...EVER. Bleh.
That is all.

[dottie]

Hi...I know exactly where you're coming from. Employers don't care about fairness. They only care about the bottom line.M.O. N. E. Y.

[(JD)]

That's really tough to feel treated that way. Can you relate how your PTSD makes this feel worse than it might really be? TC