I live a mile away from family that emotionally and mentally abuse me when I DO have to deal with them. That is not often.....just for me to call them I get attacked. I am in a very bad place myself and really do not care to pack and leave all this in past.My house has a major problem and they told me "they do not know what to tell me"! Siblings do not offer any support or a warm place to stay. I am almost homeless. It is soaking my health away with stress. And they do not have any compassion or even try to be supportive. Like I said I have to call them....they do not call me to see if I am ok, alive etc. More trauma on top of trauma! And I choose to stay with my Higher Power isolated today on Thanksgiving than to go get stabbed in back and emotionally & mentally abused by family. I am beyond ready to run away. I just have an important meeting end of Jan that I have to stay. I have been looking for places to run. I have no friends, family lol what is that? They have pushed me too far at rock bottom. I hope my health can make it till Jan since I have new diagnosis.... their slowly making my health fall apart, and just laugh.
I know the Higher Power is with me to keep me strong to fight all the problems. I need results sooner than later I want peace in my life.
Nov 28, 2014, 12:54 AM
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