[MtnTime2896]

i feel like i'm living in a loop that never ends. things seem a bit better and then out of nowhere, boom- i'm hit with more nightmares.. more flashbacks.

i don't just have ptsd according to my pdoc, according to my T it's all just ptsd on steroids.

i hear her, i hear them. i'm not good for myself, according to T.

he's right, i'm not. my pdoc believes i need medication, t believes i need cbt and a life change. maybe i need both? or maybe they're as lost as i am. trying to figure this all out has only made things seem worse.

[Open Eyes]

Have you tried medication?

[MtnTime2896]

yep, right now it's not working so well

[Fuzzybear]

medicatiion Grrrrrrrrrrrrrr (ugh )

MT

[ShaneG]

Originally Posted by MtnTime2896

i feel like i'm living in a loop that never ends. things seem a bit better and then out of nowhere, boom- i'm hit with more nightmares.. more flashbacks.

i don't just have ptsd according to my pdoc, according to my T it's all just ptsd on steroids.

i hear her, i hear them. i'm not good for myself, according to T.

he's right, i'm not. my pdoc believes i need medication, t believes i need cbt and a life change. maybe i need both? or maybe they're as lost as i am. trying to figure this all out has only made things seem worse.

Hi, hope this response finds you in a brighter mood, from what you have posted here u are a lot like a few of us upon here, as if given the attention to detail needed to see or to recognize that some of us are the same type of person, and we end up in a situation that is similar by design due to the environment which has normalized abuse and secret vigilantly mobbing campaigns via whats app or some ****.

As I have said before some of these accounts are as a direct result of some kind of mobbed-up abuse or event, even strange things like being a voice hearer mimic every aspect of this.

At the end of the day, you have to do what you have to, as we ate put here by the group.

[Fuzzybear]

Hugs and respect

Originally Posted by Fuzzybear

medicatiion Grrrrrrrrrrrrrr (ugh )

MT