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Old 06-07-2021, 02:40 PM   #1
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Heart Endless suffering

Found out I likely have CPTSD and not bipolar which explains so much.

Doesn't it feel like endless suffering?

I am afraid of depending too much on other people, one person in particular, while also being so afraid of them going away. It's pain all the time.

I try to do my work - which is my passion. Had to quit day job. I have a bag packed in case of hospitalization. I'm afraid of hurting myself everyday but I can't have that person there for me every second or ask them to do that.

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Also I immediately switch from thinking people are good to terrible and out to hurt me. It's exhausting, especially if that is not their intention.
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Are you making all your choices in line with your doctor?
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Yes, I am
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