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Red face Aug 11, 2023 at 10:58 PM
I belong to another recovery site website forum. I was making friends with another member on the website I will call Moy. She wrote something to me in a PM about being in a group therapy session and talking about maybe some guy that was in there was attracted to her or some s*** like that. I wrote her about my experience with Santay and how we met in a therapy addiction group and kind of hit it off hot heavy style and then we became friends later. w/o the sex.

Moy wrote back that she thought I wanted to bang her and that's not what She was all about. I tripped her out. She was wondering if she has good radar for friendships and if I'm a kind of a screwball weirdo and maybe She should cut me off from communication.

That's how PTSD messes with my head subliminally I just want to get screwed over every time I want to make a friendship. that's not fair. I didn't want PTSD when I was 12 years old when my mom messed around with me. really screwed me up in all my life. what a drag that I have to deal with it. I'm in therapy for all this stuff. so that's why I'm writing all this out…. therapy you know got to do it or die a miserable suffering psycho death… hahaha I don't want that.

Well, that felt better to get all that garbage out. I don't want that crap to fester inside of me. I'll figure it all out eventually. All Is Not Lost

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I wish I knew how to help. My computer keeps crashing and my eyes are no good for messaging from my phone. It's good you got to express yourself. Hope others here prove helpful to you
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