[Hunny]

Hi, PTSD Forum People,

I was not able to express my trauma of the last year here, while going through it, because, partly, I was denying it's existence which then seemed to throw me into a kind of depression which has taken me months to get out of. Actually, I will be a bit kinder to myself and say when the most recent trauma was starting I wan't as yet connected to PC. But when I did get connected I found a plethora of information and help and support. I just didn't know how to trust or confide in order to obtain that help.

I so admire all of you who are able to write your 'stuff' here on PTSD Forum, and it not be an after the fact disclosure. Not that I hope for another trauma but life being what it is, I am planning that when it or if it happens, I'll be here, hopefully as it is unfolding, to obtain all the help I can.

I have a perfectly amazing T and Co-T so this may be why I didn't share so much. But, at times just reading here, other people's process has helped. Also, what I do know is that the pain of this last trauma ontop of attending to past memories, sent me to places I was not aware existed. The subsequent depression where I was so lost seemed unsurmoutable at times.

I seem to be coming out the other side of it now, for the most part.

Thank you for sharing the stories of your experiences and processes to becoming healed. The fog is dissapating and I am now able to share some of my gratitude. I have some complex issues on my plate still but hoping for a little reprieve from any additional ones at least for a little bit.

I am terribly sorry I wasn't able to be there for some of you at times too. There were those days that I was unable to even read PTSD Forum or Depression Forum or Abuse Forum. I do care deeply for all though.

Thanks again and do take care.

Thanks,
Hunny

[Pikku Myy]

I agree with you Hunny

Originally Posted by Hunny

Hi, PTSD Forum People,

I was not able to express my trauma of the last year here, while going through it, because, partly, I was denying it's existence which then seemed to throw me into a kind of depression which has taken me months to get out of. Actually, I will be a bit kinder to myself and say when the most recent trauma was starting I wan't as yet connected to PC. But when I did get connected I found a plethora of information and help and support. I just didn't know how to trust or confide in order to obtain that help.

I so admire all of you who are able to write your 'stuff' here on PTSD Forum, and it not be an after the fact disclosure. Not that I hope for another trauma but life being what it is, I am planning that when it or if it happens, I'll be here, hopefully as it is unfolding, to obtain all the help I can.

I have a perfectly amazing T and Co-T so this may be why I didn't share so much. But, at times just reading here, other people's process has helped. Also, what I do know is that the pain of this last trauma ontop of attending to past memories, sent me to places I was not aware existed. The subsequent depression where I was so lost seemed unsurmoutable at times.

I seem to be coming out the other side of it now, for the most part.

Thank you for sharing the stories of your experiences and processes to becoming healed. The fog is dissapating and I am now able to share some of my gratitude. I have some complex issues on my plate still but hoping for a little reprieve from any additional ones at least for a little bit.

I am terribly sorry I wasn't able to be there for some of you at times too. There were those days that I was unable to even read PTSD Forum or Depression Forum or Abuse Forum. I do care deeply for all though.

Thanks again and do take care.

Thanks,
Hunny

((((((((Hunny))))))))

You are "special people" to whom we admire in the way you have
been able to help others even thru your own dark times.
Here for you.

[Fuzzybear]

i'm not worthy to post in this thread, but would like to express my appreciation of you hunny

[phoenix7]

I agree too hunny - and you are special - I see your replies to posts and they help ok - and there are times when all of us are hiding so no worries



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[Catherine2]

Originally Posted by Fuzzybear

i'm not worthy to post in this thread, but would like to express my appreciation of you hunny

Fuzzy, you are absolutely worthy to post in this thread...