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Old Feb 11, 2009, 11:26 AM
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Feeling, frustrated and stuck.

Feeling so on edge, like my whole body is on pins and needles, needless worry flitters around my to full mind..

where am I going, what should I do?

My stomach aches, my body screams..

so tired, so tired
in this moment I just want the world to stop

so much to process, so tired...

I'm screaming..does anyone hear me?

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Old Feb 11, 2009, 11:34 AM
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I hear you.

Try not to focus on it.

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Old Feb 11, 2009, 12:05 PM
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Silversparrow, Yes I hear you.
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Old Feb 11, 2009, 12:12 PM
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Silver, I hear you. What has been going on lately?
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Old Feb 11, 2009, 12:27 PM
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too many recoverd memories, and Monday I was in a fender bender, totaled my car, I am okay, physically, and the other people where okay, but it brought up so much.

I am so tired, I havent' been able to sleep, I just wander my thoughts restlessly, my body is aching, my eyes heavy, in this moment, this moment I am living in..I want the world to stop and let me off....

I am..worthless. just an object, I screwed up big time, I feel like punishing myself

What is real and what is a dream???

I put on my little jig and dance so I won't get yelled at by my parents, but it doesnt' wrok, got screeched at this morning for skipping class because I am in pain, phsycially and emotionally.

I am restless, and sad, frustrated and edgy, everything makes me jump..one step, two step, fall down, stay down, belong in the mud, grrrr
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Old Feb 11, 2009, 12:33 PM
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Another car accident! No wonder you feel bad! and the recovered memories.......This is a lot to take. You do need to recover and rebalance. Anything that you enjoy that you can do to give yourself a much needed break?
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Old Feb 12, 2009, 12:13 AM
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(((Silversparrow))

many of us hear you

I'm so, so sorry that you are having such a rough time...
You've most likely heard all the sweet and honest encouragements, and here I go on a different track.

Sometimes healing/recovery plain sux. Period. Being run over by a steamroller wouldn't hurt as badly as handling the memories and just trying to get through each day.
It works my last nerve at times.

It's the price we pay, though, to get further along on that path of peace...knowing it doesn't make it any easier at times.
We both know that it will get better, worse, then better again. Sometimes all three happen in one hour.
When it happens to me is when I lean on others. Just like they lean on me when they need it.

Peace to you, Silversparrow
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Old Feb 12, 2009, 05:09 AM
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Old Feb 12, 2009, 05:21 AM
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too many recoverd memories, and Monday I was in a fender bender, totaled my car, I am okay, physically, and the other people where okay, but it brought up so much.

I am so tired, I havent' been able to sleep, I just wander my thoughts restlessly, my body is aching, my eyes heavy, in this moment, this moment I am living in..I want the world to stop and let me off....

I am..worthless. just an object, I screwed up big time, I feel like punishing myself

What is real and what is a dream???

I put on my little jig and dance so I won't get yelled at by my parents, but it doesnt' wrok, got screeched at this morning for skipping class because I am in pain, phsycially and emotionally.

I am restless, and sad, frustrated and edgy, everything makes me jump..one step, two step, fall down, stay down, belong in the mud, grrrr
Now wonder you are feeling so rough. Please be gentle with you.

(((((((((( Silversparrow )))))))))))
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Old Feb 12, 2009, 03:40 PM
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i hear you, silver sparrow. try to be gentle on yourself and if you can, rest...you're tired i believe because this endless cycle takes so much mental energy. take good care of yourself.
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Old Feb 12, 2009, 03:56 PM
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Feeling better today, thank ya'll for all the support.

I got a good night's sleep and wrote for a bit, it helped clear my mind, feeling restored and like I can conquer these memories...

(((((((((((((((((((((((Everyone)))))))))))))))))))))

Thank ya'll so much..
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Old Feb 12, 2009, 03:59 PM
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What good news!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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