[BarbieBia]

Meh. Could have been worse. I scored the highest(worst I guess) in self esteem(83) and general coping(82). Technology issues third on the list with a suprisingly low 75. I expected way higher since the computer's my life. The only other red bars are obsessions/compulsions, dissociation, mania, anxiety, and borderline traits from order of highest to lowest. Thankfully I have nothing in eating disorders, alcohol, drugs, physical issues, smoking issues, or gambling issues. I really thought life events and depression would be way up there since they both go hand in hand and I thought that's what's been my problem, but I guess not.

So now I know what my key problems are and why, and I most likely know where the deeply rooted issues come from as well. Now what do I do to fix them? Any takes on whether I should see a psychotherapist or not? I tried when I was younger and had a date to see one the next morning after I cried my eyes out to see one, then I had an over-whelming fear of awkwardness and refused to go. Maybe if I grow the nads to go through with it next time I wouldn't be so miserable.