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#1
Jun 25, 2009, 10:19 AM
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wonder is it good or bad, but after reading the FAQ.. the total score is not whats matter... but the major problems identified in the quiz..
General Coping Depression Anxiety Phobias Eating Disorders Schizophrenia Mania Technology Issues Obsessions/Compulsions Posttraumatic Stress Borderline Traits but at least it drop a little .... still im not feel anything good.. and my life still miserable as always..
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A Shocking News: It seems to me that being a daughter or better a female have no value in the society I'm Living in. What shocked me on 4 Jan 2010 hurt me so badly that now there will have nothing to stop me from leaving this Earth. I used to think that I created the story of parents hating me, but it finally confirm on 4 Jan 2010. I get to know it from the neighbour, he was told by my dad that I am a girl which eventually will marry and leave the home, so whatever things also he wont inherit it to me. (I'm fine with it, but what sadden me was this is how my dad think, and my mum agrees with it) I hold my tears until i reached home, showed tantrum and slammed the door, and was questioned by my dad. But i can't tell the truth, because i know what he capable of doing. I cried and cried, praying to god to end my life, or let me straight jackpot, and so i can offically leave this home without them looking down on me.. just because i am a Female, a Daughter, A Sister. -------------------------------------------- I fear soon i become the abuser myself... I fear of not able to control myself and repeat the footstep of those abusing me  I used to think of marriage and have my own family, but now I fear i will abuse my own child.. and choose not to have child... why let them suffer when i know how it feel....
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#2
Jun 25, 2009, 10:44 AM
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Eh, the sanity score isn't perfect. It can only spew out how you answer on a particular day. I went from 90-something last week to 140-something this week and nothing terribly significant has changed in my overall mood, coping abilities. I guess I was just having an especially bad day yesterday. But overall, my depression and anxiety and PTSD and bipolar has not gone away. Take heart.
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#3
Jun 25, 2009, 10:55 AM
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ouch.. but i assume it is too..
but as for the score went donw.. maybe due to i was in a relationship b4.. and now im not.. so it affect the score... but i compared past result with the current day.. it seems that the majority of the concerns r still there... addingup all the score i have... n yeah i dont feel any better although the score went down...
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A Shocking News: It seems to me that being a daughter or better a female have no value in the society I'm Living in. What shocked me on 4 Jan 2010 hurt me so badly that now there will have nothing to stop me from leaving this Earth. I used to think that I created the story of parents hating me, but it finally confirm on 4 Jan 2010. I get to know it from the neighbour, he was told by my dad that I am a girl which eventually will marry and leave the home, so whatever things also he wont inherit it to me. (I'm fine with it, but what sadden me was this is how my dad think, and my mum agrees with it) I hold my tears until i reached home, showed tantrum and slammed the door, and was questioned by my dad. But i can't tell the truth, because i know what he capable of doing. I cried and cried, praying to god to end my life, or let me straight jackpot, and so i can offically leave this home without them looking down on me.. just because i am a Female, a Daughter, A Sister. -------------------------------------------- I fear soon i become the abuser myself... I fear of not able to control myself and repeat the footstep of those abusing me I used to think of marriage and have my own family, but now I fear i will abuse my own child.. and choose not to have child... why let them suffer when i know how it feel....
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Jun 25, 2009, 01:01 PM
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Yep. Okay, so the only thing that has changed is I'm staying at my parents' house and dealing with my family's problems, most distressing of which are my brother's. So, the 50 point difference is likely related to that. I want to change my meds. I hate my mood swings, but I know I'll feel a little better when I get back home to the state where I currently live. I only come back here really for important occasions or health issues. In this case it's the latter. Having tests done. Probably TMI, but I feel for you. The sanity score is kind of scary by nature. I think because of what it's called, they have all these disclaimers so people don't freak.
 Hope you can talk to a dr or someone who can help ou feel better.
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Jun 25, 2009, 08:28 PM
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well most of my problems derived from my parents... but if i were to move in and stay with my bro who betrayed me... and he him self having the problem... (mentally) is not helping... only if im rich that i can move out n support myself....
n i am too dependent... im fear of moving alone... worse when i been told im stupid and off no value all the time... im working hard to do smth in result.... creating a website w zero knowledge is my goal now... hope it can earn some money for me to start a new life... and who knows my sanity score will reduced
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A Shocking News: It seems to me that being a daughter or better a female have no value in the society I'm Living in. What shocked me on 4 Jan 2010 hurt me so badly that now there will have nothing to stop me from leaving this Earth. I used to think that I created the story of parents hating me, but it finally confirm on 4 Jan 2010. I get to know it from the neighbour, he was told by my dad that I am a girl which eventually will marry and leave the home, so whatever things also he wont inherit it to me. (I'm fine with it, but what sadden me was this is how my dad think, and my mum agrees with it) I hold my tears until i reached home, showed tantrum and slammed the door, and was questioned by my dad. But i can't tell the truth, because i know what he capable of doing. I cried and cried, praying to god to end my life, or let me straight jackpot, and so i can offically leave this home without them looking down on me.. just because i am a Female, a Daughter, A Sister. -------------------------------------------- I fear soon i become the abuser myself... I fear of not able to control myself and repeat the footstep of those abusing me I used to think of marriage and have my own family, but now I fear i will abuse my own child.. and choose not to have child... why let them suffer when i know how it feel....
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Jun 27, 2009, 01:47 PM
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Yep, family is a mixed bag. I was only visiting them for a week, but I am glad to be home in another state! Best wishes on your quest for independence. We could all use a little more of that.
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Jun 28, 2009, 03:02 AM
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I don't understand the system.. I know its 0-288 but which end is good ? I'm 205 :S
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Jun 30, 2009, 11:39 AM
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I don't think either end is good, but I could be wrong. It says normal people score around 100, whatever normal means. On this site, that could mean only mildly screwed up.
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#9
Aug 30, 2009, 06:13 AM
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maybe the real "normal" ppl might not be real normal after all
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A Shocking News: It seems to me that being a daughter or better a female have no value in the society I'm Living in. What shocked me on 4 Jan 2010 hurt me so badly that now there will have nothing to stop me from leaving this Earth. I used to think that I created the story of parents hating me, but it finally confirm on 4 Jan 2010. I get to know it from the neighbour, he was told by my dad that I am a girl which eventually will marry and leave the home, so whatever things also he wont inherit it to me. (I'm fine with it, but what sadden me was this is how my dad think, and my mum agrees with it) I hold my tears until i reached home, showed tantrum and slammed the door, and was questioned by my dad. But i can't tell the truth, because i know what he capable of doing. I cried and cried, praying to god to end my life, or let me straight jackpot, and so i can offically leave this home without them looking down on me.. just because i am a Female, a Daughter, A Sister. -------------------------------------------- I fear soon i become the abuser myself... I fear of not able to control myself and repeat the footstep of those abusing me I used to think of marriage and have my own family, but now I fear i will abuse my own child.. and choose not to have child... why let them suffer when i know how it feel....
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Sep 07, 2009, 03:38 AM
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I think lower is best. I have taken the test a few times over the past year, and the better I feel in myself, the lower the score. The more stressed and crappy I feel, the higher the score.
My highest score was around 76 though, and I thought that was pretty bad |
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