[idk y]

Anyway, I retook the sanity quiz yesterday and my over all score went down although some things went up
General coping- -7 points (red)
Life events- -34 points
depression- same (red)
anxiety- -13 points
phobias- -17 points
self esteem- -8 points (red)
eating disorders- -10 points
schizophrenia- +30 points (red)
dissociation- +50 points (red)
sexual issues- +19
relationship issues- +43 points (red)
alcohol-same
drugs-same
physical issues-same
smoking-same
gambling-same
technology issues-same (red)
obsessions/compulsions- -12 points
post-traumatic stress- -42 points
borderline traits-same (red)

[shezbut]

Depending upon where your mood is at the time of testing, changes can be there.

In my humble opinion, it sounds as though you were feeling a lot less stressed out this time.

I believe that many of the issues are linked together. Borderline traits, depression, anxiety, coping, dissociation, relationship issues, and self-esteem. Unhealthy coping mechanisms are often used to deal with our life stressors: like smoking, gambling, sexual issues, drugs and alcohol.

Hopefully, you are working with a T regularly, to help you through. Best wishes to you!

[idk y]

I don't have a T. My mom believes I don't need one

[shezbut]

Have you tried talking with a counselor at school? I'd recommend that you do so. You need to talk with someone. If your mother feels that it's unnecessary, look elsewhere for their professional opinion.

There are counselors and school psychologists at almost all schools in the US. Counselors typically deal with vague issues (unless you have a repoire w/ the counselor), concentrating on the "right" classes for you. School psychologists do lots of testing, in order to make sure the student is performing tasks properly.

One of those two school employess would probably be the best for you to start with. They can direct you, to the right "T", and stand up for your rights. Ethically, they need to make sure that you are in a safe place. Safe= no emotional, physical, sexual, or verbal abuse occurring. They should look at your case more closely to protect you.

(((gentle hugs))) to you.

[lost13]

conivnce your mom about a theripist, or show her this quiz and talk about it with her or, like above go to the school concoler(sorry bad spelling) or someone close to talk about your feelings, your doctor or a local clinic that keeps things confidential between you and the doctor.
wish you luck

[idk y]

there is no people like that at my school....and there is no one here I trust....I especially dont trust strangers....I have had bad experiences with people coming to my mom about something I said.....things take a turn for the worse whenever I talk to someone....

[acw56]

Originally Posted by idk y

there is no people like that at my school....and there is no one here I trust....I especially dont trust strangers....I have had bad experiences with people coming to my mom about something I said.....things take a turn for the worse whenever I talk to someone....

I agree that you really need to find a professional to talk to, even if it takes a lot of effort. In the mean time though, it's good you're on this forum and I hope you have other outlets, like friends, through which you can sort of some of your emotions. Feel better.