[violet_skye]

That makes me feel relieved, but looking at the breakdown freaks me out. I got a 92/100 for borderline traits which doesn't really surprise me, but I kind of didn't want to know for sure. I was thinking it would be in like the 30-40 range.

It also stresses me out because seeing such a high number combined with how I've been acting and feeling for years makes me see even more clearly that I absolutely need help. And I don't want to talk to my parents about getting it

[Cyb2468]

Originally Posted by violet_skye

That makes me feel relieved, but looking at the breakdown freaks me out. I got a 92/100 for borderline traits which doesn't really surprise me, but I kind of didn't want to know for sure. I was thinking it would be in like the 30-40 range.

It also stresses me out because seeing such a high number combined with how I've been acting and feeling for years makes me see even more clearly that I absolutely need help. And I don't want to talk to my parents about getting it

I'm sorry, violet. I have been diagnosed with BPD by a mental health professional. I am seeing a good doctor and feel tons better than I did before I started taking meds. I still have "issues", but, nothing like before. I'm pretty happy right now.
You probably could benefit from some help. I know it must suck to not want to talk to your parents about it. If you want to talk about it privately, I would be happy to try and help. I know you likely don't want to post on the forum why you don't want to tell your parents...perhaps I could help with that.
~Cyb2468