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Can't say this is the first time a result came up saying I have schizophrenic likeness.

Sometimes I think other people are talking to me when they aren't. Other times I hear voices in the wind or even from the bumps on the road.

I've broken down moments into a rhythm of syllables and can sometimes here the ghosts talking. But its never any full phrases, just knocks and clicks here and there.

I've subconsciously synchronized with the sounds of technology as I receive existential validation through the notification sounds and even the clicking on of devices like refrigerators and air conditioners.

You could say I'm fine tuning my dopamine routine as I gain a certain satisfaction from the different events of modern technology.

Every time a traffic light turns green, or anytime I hear people laugh. Makes me feel good to know that the wheels of time will keep on turning whether or not people pay attention or are at all aware of the consistency of life.

Usually involves finding the most amount of joy from the littlest things that repetitively happen. I listen to the world like I listen to my favorite song. Every movement is ecstasy and the only times I feel depressed or like crap is when I witness another individual feeling or exhibiting that emotion.

I'd like to think of my schizophrenia as an endless pool of inspiration for the arts. Which many of my expressions are healthy coping mechanisms.

I write poetry, music. I vlog about my life and have invented a limber digital personality I can tap into when ever I'm feeling angry or upset.

Overall my life has been getting better and a rapid pace and I'd like to share with anyone interested in my sanity to take some time to inspect my works of art.