[Drowtung]

I am not sure if I should be happy by my score or not.

I have been in therapy almost nonstop since I was about 14 or 15, hospitalized, medicated etc etc and I still have what I see as a high score.

It says there are 13 major areas wrong with me. That makes me kinda sad because I feel almost like I am doing better now than I was before. I wonder if that means I was even more messed up a couple of years ago.

Hopefully I can take the test again in a few months and feel like I am doing better and hopefully get a better score.

But it almost feels silly to be banking my happiness on a test that doesnt really know who I am. I feel confused and frustrated now. Blah.