[sugahorse1]

Wow, I am realising more and more how shocking my memory is getting. Either when it comes to remembering details of things that happened a few years ago, or even short-term, like a few minutes ago.

I was supposed to place an order at work, then start stressing because I was late, and when I checked, the order had already been placed!
I'm the only one with authority to place orders; i don't remember doing it!

Last night I was getting ready for bed and put all my stuff out. I chilled in front of the TV for 15 mins, then went to bed - I couldn't remember if I'd taken my meds or not - so I took them again...!

I'm currently on Wellbutrin and Lamictin, with a bit of Klonopin and Zopiclone every now and again.

Anyone else really battling?

[cocos421]

Yes, I can relate. Since being on meds, I have a very poor memory. My husband and I have alot of disagreements because I cannot remember what he has told me or what I have told him. Also, I have taken my meds twice, I think, because I forgot if I took them in the first place! All in a matter of minutes!
I take Welbutrin and Lamictal too. But I also take Topamax(known for memory loss), Prozac and Abilify.

[DePressMe]

Yeah I struggle with memory loss too. I have to write everything down or I forget it.

[RunningEagleRuns]

Yea, my memorys went to hell too. Could be the drugs i used to do, but it wasnt this bad since ive been on meds

[sunrise]

When I was really depressed, my memory was terrible. I didn't associate it with depression, I just thought I was in a severe mental decline, perhaps due to "growing older." When I stopped being depressed, my memory came back. It was so wonderful to not be so impaired anymore! Right now I take Wellbutrin and Vyvanse for ADHD and have not noticed any ill effects on memory. I also find that getting regular and sufficient sleep is important for my memory.

[sugahorse1]

Thanks guys!

[isadora]

Sometimes i try to remember something but then i cant. Like what i did a few years ago or minutes. I can also relate its stressing

[Fresia]

My memory is terrible too, long term and short term. Between having to write everything down and even using a recorder at times, it still drives me nuts what I cannot remember, what I did, what I didn't and it could have been something just a few seconds ago I was told. I feel badly when someone says, "I just told you that."

A friend got me this great pill container; it has 7 days a week with morning, lunch, eve, and night slots. So this way I know if I took them. Really helps me to at least keep track of it. That's the only thing I'm not losing my mind about now.

You are not alone but I am sorry y'all are experiencing this too.

[sugahorse1]

The meds thing is new. And the memory thing has been coming over time. It's so frustrating.
Not sure if it's the meds, or part of Bipolar/depression. I just want my life back!

[madisgram]

hi suga!! have memory probs too. sometimes i'm just rushing and forget but some meds also affect our memory. think you are ok.

I just told my T yesterday how bad my memory is - and I also take Lamictal, Welbutrin and Topamax, as well as Seroquel. Topamax is very well known for memory loss, and my T said my current bout with depression/anxiety can be making it hard for me to remember things. I am making lists every day at work to try to remember things to do - I can't remember words when people talk to me - it sucks. So I totally understand and relate.

[RunningEagleRuns]

It is nice when your stressing out about something, and then you forget what is stressing you out. I love it.

[sugahorse1]

@ RER - Lol

I keep stopping in mid-stride, just to have to think about what exactly it was that I was going to do, lol. I keep forgetting!

You need to be using a pill sorter/minder so you don't have that problem with meds anymore.

[lavieenrose]

I'm always worried about my memory problems, long and short term. I can never remember something on the stove. I go into a room to fetch something and then forget what item I wanted. Lately, I couldn't remember how to spell a few words. I've never had that problem before. I don't know if it's temporary or permanent cognitive decline, related to depression, anxiety, or previous medications. I really don't trust drug companies to be forthcoming about the potential risks.

[Travelinglady]

I definitely find that drugs affect my memory. Depending on what I take, it can get somewhat better or really bad. I also have fibromyalgia, which is associated with memory problems. And I'm getting some age on me. I am trying to be somewhat accepting of memory difficulties, but they are a real pain! I am trying to be more mindful as I do things, not doing them just out of habit, and I find that that method can help. Plus, as folks have said, writing things down and keeping a pill container can also be useful.

[sugahorse1]

Well, I feel I have 'age' on my side... lol. And on the whole, I consider myself an intellectual person.
I only take 3 pills daily, plus Klonopin as needed - I really should be able to get that right... lol. But walking into a room and not remembering what you were there for in the first place - drives me insane.
And I really try exercise my brain to keep myself sharp (I'm a Sudoku freak and also play 2 games on my PC to keep me stimulated)

I'm not really in a depressed state right now, so I don't think it's fair to blame my memory issues on that.
But it's affecting my work too, as I forget to place orders, or do admin, or even don't remember actually having placed an order...
It's like my life is split in half...

[Jshect]

Yes I have a terrible memory. I am extremely bad with names. I read an interesting article that said people with bipolar often have a smaller hippocampus (the part of the brain which plays a central role in memory).

http://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2007/12/071208081554.htm

I have bipolar II and have a very bad time with my memory. This has often been a source of great confusion because I have a high IQ but a terrible memory.

[sugahorse1]

JShect - I'm a lot like you in that I have a high IQ and logical reasoning skills, but my memory is going out the window

[mlleoohlala]

I have trouble with my memory like thta sometimes, it depends what medications I'm on at the time as currently they are changing mine quite frequently.