[bswc]

I had to stop taking my meds last week coz i cannot afford them anymore. Cold Turkey...I was on Wellbutrin, Zanex, Lamator. I am struggling with major depression, anxiety and stress. I cannot do anything about it as I'm ruined financially and don't know which bills to pay and which i can't. I don't know where my life is headed now? One sunday last year i just collapsed and I spent 6 weeks in hospital and had the hardest time facing demons from my childhood, demons from a very bad 8 year relationship.(Emotionally, mentally he almost destroyed me). I am now married to someone else and the road has not been easy thus far. He has MANY demons of his own and horrible mood swings. One of my closest friends just sent me the most horrible message saying "I AM A SAD TWISTED SICK PSYCHOTIC TWIT AND I SHOULD BE INSTITUTIONALIZED. This because of a rumor someone else started and I've been blamed for. I don't even know what the actual story is. This has brought me down even more. I have always thought I'm a good person but life really just hammers me one blow after another.

[missbelle]

Find a place now to help you...get on the phone and look.......you need meds and going cold turkey is dangerous........get off this site and explore the options in the community ASAP

Go to the emergency room or the local psych hospital...go now!!