I think the new medication is working

It is too.early too tell but sudenly my head seams way more clear, even tired as ****. Clear like it have never been in years
I have bleen sleeping much less, because I am away and I have to get up early, and it makes me feel tired. In fact, yesterday was awfull because I just wanted to go to bed, so I went to bed at 8pm. Then I wake at 3pm,still tired, but with plans and thoughts. I was doing.mathematics and planning my day. That never happens. I made "a friend" at Vienna (where I am) because I sudenly could feel my sarcástic personality coming back. I feel way more social too. They tested me once and said I had a very high iq, but I have been depressed my whole life, só I dont know my potencial, the truth is I have so much trouble thinking and still I did so well at school.
I dont want to become maniac, I dont think it could happen, just yesterday I felt so de personalized and confused, and the days before soo anxious. Well, it is too early to tell, but I feel different, more social, which is very weird.
I think my new "friend" also has a very high iq, we have so similar interests, I just want to have a though processing has sharp has he has. Could I get there without mania? We both get so much entusiástica talking with each other, he is an introvert and a social enthusiast at the same.time, I can be both either. I "have been wanting" to do stuff for years like Learning how to play music, he almost convinced me. I dont feel in that place yet, but I want.
Ok, I should deffinetly shoulded have slept more, because I now feel tired and my speech is a little bit in circles, but I was very interested with stuff on my mobile, photography, and couldnt go back to sleep. And then I realized I had time to go visit some gardens before my flight and after the sunrise... And the metro and the gardens where open at a time, só I had time and I could come and go and still catch my flight.
I am a little anxious about becoming maniac, but I am still too depersonalized to do that. I am still very forgetfull. And even yesterday I was worried about stomach bleeding because I felt so tired and though I could be losing blood, I am obsessive as my new doctor said. I felt understood with her as nobody understood me in years, and she medicated me with something different, I have never toke before, because of that.
I would be smarter.if.I slept for a. bit. But I wanted to share this.
I think this post is stupid and I thought about deleting it, it.is boring and redondant, but as. I said I feel more social, and I really dont have anyone to talk about this.