[MissCharlotte]

What a difference three days make. Remember how solid I was on Monday? Well, that's over.

Okay so I missed another appointment today. My whole effing routine is now kaput. I'm back at school, working like a dog, dodging bullets left and right and nobody to complain to. I'm mildly annoyed now. I don't care what he's doing. I know he is across the ocean and he should have to swim back, for all I care.

I am entering the disconnected stage of his absence. It's really strange but I do this every year, after a week or so. Today it just doesn't feel like he is really an important part of my life. I was walking the dog and imagining life after therapy and thinking that this is how it would be if I came straight home instead of going to T's after work. Oh man, I wonder what next week will be like.

[BlueMoon6]

Okay so I missed another appointment today. My whole effing routine is now kaput. I'm back at school, working like a dog, dodging bullets left and right and nobody to complain to. I'm mildly annoyed now. I don't care what he's doing. I know he is across the ocean and he should have to swim back, for all I care.

(((((Miss C))))) Oh the stages of grieving.....You can complain to us

I am entering the disconnected stage of his absence. It's really strange but I do this every year, after a week or so. Today it just doesn't feel like he is really an important part of my life. I was walking the dog and imagining life after therapy and thinking that this is how it would be if I came straight home instead of going to T's after work.

I think this means you are cured.....

Oh man, I wonder what next week will be like.

The later stages of cured-ness.....when is t's "due date?"

MissC

Originally Posted by MissCharlotte

I am entering the disconnected stage of his absence. It's really strange but I do this every year, after a week or so. Today it just doesn't feel like he is really an important part of my life. I was walking the dog and imagining life after therapy and thinking that this is how it would be if I came straight home instead of going to T's after work. Oh man, I wonder what next week will be like.

This is my first T vacation experience, but I am also feeling very disconnected - I'm at the end of my 2nd week, one more week to go until T returns. I've been finding ways to fill the T gap - I got a massage last week (pretty good), I had a Reiki session yesterday (fascinating!), and I'm getting acupuncture next week. I feel like I'll just go into T's office in my first session back and sit there, staring at T, not able to get out any words. How do you even start again after 4 weeks off? Where to start?

MissC, it will be very interesting to see what next week brings! Hang in there!