[Thimble]

My t is letting me go where I need to go in therapy, he is giving me extra support when I need it, and I am trusting him. It is everything I ever wanted therapy to be.

But I don't know what I want in life. I don't know where I want therapy to take me. I only know where I don't want to be (the place in my life where I am now).

I am afraid to hope for more. And I am scared to start moving forward.

Thanks for listening.

[seventyeight]

hi thimble, i was just talking to a few other pc people about this. i think it might have to do with a sort-of "bipolar" energy. i'm not saying you're bipolar, just that it seems like right now you're experiencing an "up" and thus you're waiting for a "down." is this a type of swing you're familar with, in other areas of your life? then it's possible you're re-creating it with your therapist. i think it's important to talk about, and you may get the reassurance that you need that the other shoe isn't about to drop.

[ECHOES]

I am afraid to hope for more. And I am scared to start moving forward.

What these fears are about is something very important to learn about yourself.

[granite1]

wow this is awsome