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#1
Dec 05, 2010, 08:12 AM
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again i couldnt sleep and im here so angry at everything.my head is spiraling out of controle.i'm angry at husband and thinking he is doing things to get me angry and if getting all kinds of joy out of me being angry.i hate this my head is spinning so fast that i cant make much sence out of it .i hate mornings like this i have no reason for this.anyway sorry i just wanted to vent.i wish i could e-mail T and all but i just dont feel right about it and i know i wont want to talk about it and she wouldnt read it untill monday anyway.then she will want to knowwhat is going on .
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Dec 05, 2010, 09:11 AM
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(((((((((Granite)))))))))) Sending you tons of good thoughts! Sorry you are in a bad place this AM.
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#3
Dec 05, 2010, 10:04 AM
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I'm sorry, granite. I hope the rest of the day gets better for you. Can you try to breathe and think calm thoughts? Maybe have a talk with your H to straighten things out? When you're tired everything seems wrong. Why can't you sleep?
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Dec 05, 2010, 10:38 AM
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((((granite))))
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Dec 05, 2010, 01:20 PM
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((((((((((Granite)))))))))))
I hope you are feeling better soon. |
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Dec 05, 2010, 01:48 PM
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((((granite)))) I hope it gets better. Does it help to write about it more? Either here or in a journal or something. Maybe something you can share with T if you want, but don't necessarily have to.
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never mind... |
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#7
Dec 05, 2010, 02:27 PM
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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#8
Dec 05, 2010, 04:16 PM
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(((((granite)))))
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She left pieces of her life behind her everywhere she went.
"It's easier to feel the sunlight without them," she said. ~Brian Andreas |
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#9
Dec 05, 2010, 05:44 PM
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i think i'm going to send T an e-mail i havnt sent her an e mail in about a month so matbe she wont get to angry
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Dec 05, 2010, 06:20 PM
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great idea, sending t the email; thinking of you sending safe hugs (((((((((((Granite))))))))))
did i ever tell you , i like your screen name, to me, it means like a rock, strong and enduring., just IMHO |
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Dec 05, 2010, 07:16 PM
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i accually sent the e-mail.all it said was that i just wish today would stop but it wont
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Dec 05, 2010, 07:53 PM
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(((((((((((Granite)))))))))))
I wish today was better. Hopefully tomorrow will come soon for you and it will be better.
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#13
Dec 06, 2010, 01:43 AM
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Very good, I'm glad that you reached out to your T with an email.
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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#14
Dec 06, 2010, 07:42 AM
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Granite I will be keeping you close to me today.
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Dec 06, 2010, 09:37 AM
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Good morning, Granite--
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Dec 06, 2010, 10:15 AM
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so got up this morning to see that the e-mail i sent didnt go because i didnt put .org i put .com and it got kickrd back.i'm telling you that was the kind of day it was yesterday.i am in a bit bettewr mood today so i guess it was meant to be not to send that E- mail to T
 .thanks for all the support yesterday.i was not a good day all around exsept for comming here and seeing all the support i got
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Dec 06, 2010, 12:47 PM
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It's good to hear from you. I hope today is a good day.
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Dec 06, 2010, 09:22 PM
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Granite, don't you ususally see t on Mondays? how did it go? did you talk to her about your feelings? or do art work?
 glad your day improved!!! |
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Dec 07, 2010, 07:16 AM
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we accually talked about how i had such a bad day some and dreams and not sleeping.she then told me she wasnt going to be thare on the 27 thanks for remembering and asking
.not doing so well again today because my son called lastnight from okinowa to tell me he is having a problem with his leave and wont be able to come home in jan so this means i wont be able to see him for another year.christmas is going to suck this year
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Dec 07, 2010, 07:21 AM
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Wow, sounds like a great appt.! I'm really sorry about your son. That would really hurt.
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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#21
Dec 07, 2010, 07:29 AM
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it does sannah i miss him so much i didnt even want to wake up this morning.knowing he was comming home made these holidays bearable but now i'm not going to see him for another year.i'm so tired of being angry i just dont know what to do with all this.i am just trying to sit and wait untill it changes but it isnt.i really dont want to SI i have been really good about not.i dont know.it was a good session though i was able to talk i am really tryingto atleast respond some even when every fiber of me is yelling in my head not to.it isnt easy.
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Dec 07, 2010, 07:45 AM
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Quote:
I don't suppose by any chance... that you could go to Okinawa? can you meet him part way (say, in Hawaii)?
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Dec 07, 2010, 08:20 AM
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I'm so sorry granite
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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#24
Dec 07, 2010, 11:54 AM
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(((((granite)))))
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#25
Dec 07, 2010, 11:59 AM
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granite, I'm glad you could talk in therapy, but I know how disappointed you are about your son. I'm really sorry.
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