[Irine]

Well...i wanted to do it this appointment but somehow did not dare to. I feel that those parts of me will communicate with him directly. If I do . Just a phrase of about 30 seconds or less....

I am afraid. Because of my parts. Heck...one WANTS him...But i feel ~ so ~ not satisfied with this meeting because of it. Despite all of that we were talking about. I feel that if only i could just do it this one time i feel release....I feel it might help me get out all those things i am NOT telling him and that bug me so much.

haha. am i looking for encouragement?

I have brought some illustrations i did already and he paid them attention and it helped. I feel the effect of communication with myself and with him this way so directly.

eh....i am afraid. My illustration is professional. My singing is not bad, but not professional yet.... But i know this is not what counts. And i am not expecting compliments of him. He treated my art fine. He could JUST SAY what illustration i did my best and which one i did when i was tired....hahaha

He said he understood something in art...i wonder. Does he understand in music too haha. Will he tell me where i sounds a little off...it could be cool
It all has to do with my alters.

eh. My T is fun. Yet i don`t succeed to trust him completely right now.

((((((((((ladymacabeth)))))))))))

That sounds like an awesome way to let you, and the parts inside of you, to communicate with T.

I've found that when I follow my instinct in therapy, even when it doesn't make any sense at all to me, something good has always come of it. I need to let the parts inside express themselves, even when it doesn't make any sense to "me".

I hope you will let yourself sing.

[Irine]

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