As some of you know, I've been having a lot of anxiety issues lately, so I contacted my old T and tonight, I had a session.
Well let me just say...it was the best session I've ever had!
First, it was so easy for me to talk, and I think that I explained things better than I've ever been able to before, and it was something that just flowed really naturally. My t also explained some things and said that I had some really good skills, and most importantly of all, said that she really believes that I want to continue with nursing and that the only thing that's stopping me right now is anxiety (something I'm not so sure my mother believes), and said she thinks my plan of taking off nursing til next spring (the next time the class is offered) is a good one because it'll give me time to get myself together and it'll lighten my load for the remainder of my time at school, even though it extends my time in college by a year.
I can't even explain how wonderful it was! And now I'm feeling a lot better too because I wasn't sure what she would have to say about things, and I had to make the decision about school without consulting her first, so in my eyes, things couldn't have turned out any better!
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